It gets long attempting to give detail. I keep remembering things that I need to add like how Buddy Spell shouted out at Camp Casey on Thursday night that he guessed there wasn’t going to be any arrest, or how Tim Goodrich in his many travels knows the IHOP menu by heart and ordered over the telephone for quick pick up as we left the Fort Hood area, or how also on Friday a woman drove from Waco who was Filipino and made lumpia for us and it was so good I should have had to pay for it….not kidding, it was gourmet. I ate well on Friday.
As Friday wound down at Camp Casey I drove to Peace House and a parking place could still be found out front but we were all scrunched in about as scrunched as we could be. I sat on the porch for awhile and then joined a group in chairs out in the yard. The Veterans were starting to show up by the bushel full. One Vietnam Vet was in that group who reminded me so much of my Uncle. Very fit and sharp and full of energy and life, and he had just finished fighting cancer and they had given him disability considering the agent orange. That was why he was there, because he could be there.
Cindy was at Peace House in her P.J.s and she was so happy. We were beginning to hear rumors about vigils taking place elsewhere and people who may come to Camp Casey tomorrow. She came over and hugged me and asked me if I thought this was all just wonderful, and I did…I never really thought I would see the day when the Iraq war was getting the challenge it so so so deserved. Maybe my husband won’t go back. Maybe more will survive on both sides!
There was an extremely huge guy sitting across from me who said very little. There was a cooler in the middle of the group and frequently he would lean forward and take a beer out of it and it would disappear. I asked who he was and the Vet told me that he was just a local Crawford neighbor who had taken a shine to us and thought that we were okay. I asked if I could have a beer and they said sure. I picked a Budweiser bottle out and tried to open it and couldn’t. I got my car keys out and tried to pry it off with my key but my key is too well worn. The huge neighbor guy gets up and grabs the top of the bottle and twists the cap off and smiles nicely at me.
After my beer is gone so is most everybody else, all gone to bed. I looked in the cooler and there was one Corona left. I looked at the top very closely and it definitely wasn’t a twist off! I swear! I got my keys out again and tried to pry it off with them, but it didn’t even work for the twist off before. I slipped and the cap gouged my finger pretty good. I was so tired, I put my gouged finger in my mouth and sucked on it and started for my car to find something to open it with. In the car I checked the glovebox, nothing…….all the little cubbies, nothing. I was so tired. I thought that maybe if I just laid back for a moment I would think of something that would get the cap off. I positioned the front seat to lay back and immediately fell asleep and yesterday my husband asked why a Corona was rolling around all over the car.
Saturday morning dawned and Peace House stirred early. I went into the kitchen and found some trail mix and granola bars. Drank two cups of coffee and went out to Camp Casey when shuttles began coming back and asking people to take their cars out there and preserve some parking for Camp Casey because counter protesters were showing up and parking in our parking place.
When I arrived at Camp I called Cat (still snoozing), Diane was ill, called Susan and got a hold of Susan. As we talked I looked up and saw a blazer in front of me that had just parked and the gent in it began pulling out flags on poles and sticking them in the gap between his vehicle body and front and rear bumpers. When he was done he had two large American flags floating in the wind and one large Texas flag. He also had about six or seven different ribbon magnets on the back of his blazer, I swear to God I didn’t know there were that many different colors and slogans. He also had a bumper sticker that read Heritage not Hate, I really hate that one! I was complaining about him to Susan on the phone, then we hung up and I took a really long hard look at him.
He was pretty thin and bearded and had a T-shirt on that was something about Midland Texas. He walked around like a rooster looking for a fight. Here comes another true confession from me, the guy looked a lot like my third cousins who still live at the Ranch East of Colorado Springs. A couple of Easter’s ago we went out there for Easter dinner and no kidding, one of my thin bearded cousins came to the table with a double shoulder holster on with the guns in it. Since my daughter is a chip off the ole butthead she asked him if he had been having trouble with the Indians again lately and we both dissolved into a fit of giggles. The same cousin also got a tattoo that he was so proud of of a skeleton running holding the rebel flag. He was born at the same hospital I was in Colorado Springs a few months before I was so I couldn’t help asking him what the hell the rebel flag was about. He told me that his great grandfather had been a Reb and I said that’s funny how mine was too but he decided to LEAVE the South and settle in Colorado! Hmmmmmmm! So suddenly I became unafraid of and unpissed at the guy parked in front of me.
I got out and went over and shook his hand and he offered me a seat on one of his lawn chairs and we talked for about an hour. His name was Gary (so is one of my redneck cousins, will the coincidences just stop already!) He didn’t say much about Iraq. He mostly talked about the minutemen and how we needed to protect that border and we were just giving our country away, and he talked about how he and his wife had never been able to have a child so he doesn’t understand abortion at all. He said that he had driven from Midland, Texas and wasn’t sure if he had the gas money to make it home. All in all he seemed kind of confused about what statement he was trying to make there, but was excited because for some reason he thought that Hannity was going to be there. Maybe he was, I never saw him though. He gave me my first soda with sugar in a long time. It was one of those mini Dr. Peppers. I love Dr. Pepper and it was small so I didn’t feel too guilty. Some people from Camp Casey would mosey by and shake there heads, they probably weren’t blessed with redneck cousins. The back of my neck was really getting sunburned and I showed it to Gary and we both laughed that we were both rednecks. Then we began talking about Iraq and a woman approached and said that she agreed with me. She shook our hands and said that she had come because she had a son over there. She showed us his picture and she took over talking to Rebel Gary and I began walking to camp from parking.
It wasn’t long before more counter protesters began showing up. They were parking at the ranch below Camp Casey where Bush had had his BBQ fundraiser the day before and they were walking up the road and assembling in the same ditch where the Gallagher protesters had been the day before.
At the start of the line of counter protesters was a large woman dressed in red, white, and blue and a sun visor. She held out a large sign that said Cindy, my son was killed in Iraq! Let him rest in peace! Doesn’t she know that all of the noise in the world that we could ever make will never disturb his slumber? I thought it was a very odd thing for a parent to put on a protest sign. There is no doubt that he will rest in peace…..I think it is her who doesn’t want to be disturbed by us and doesn’t want us bringing up facts that could make his loss even more painful for her! In my personal handbook on parenting she is failing miserably, she has placed her own personal comfort ahead of the comfort of her children. She has used her children to make her own life more comfortable in the fashion that she wants it to be comfortable in! I will never sell the lives of my own children in search of a place to “fit in” in this society!
Then of course there was my favorite guy in the whole world. The guy standing hip deep in counter protesters holding the sign towards us that said Help, I’m surrounded by American hating idiots!. Do you guys think I should have run over there and held out a hand to pull him out of the ditch and save him? As Cindy pointed out also there were several signs held out to us that read Stay the Course and we all decided that we would and we really appreciated the support.
Hey sister! You know, even having heard all of these stories from you first hand, and even being there for some of them, it’s great to see them here and read them too!
Hope all is well down there in ‘bamy, I was so thrilled to read that you have joined MFSO and are becoming a contact person — you will do them proud!
Please let us know when exactly ya’ll will be here next month, we’re getting excited about meeting “da boys”!
Speaking of which, there is a cool pic of you drinking your oatmeal stout and my two kidlets — can I post it?
This is my beer drinking confessional diary! I miss you guys tons! I really miss the boys!
K, this is the first time I am trying picture uploading in this particular way, so forgive me if it takes more than one try:
Please zero that out so it goes away — I either just busted the margins for the entire site and/or something else equally as screwed up….please make that go away!!
Sorry all!
Er, please ignore the DAMNATION post — I just fixed it. Ya’ll CAN see that picture can’t you?
I look like I’m on fire and I’m gritting my teeth or something. Hilarious! I hope life never stops being so unpredictable!
It IS cool!! This is your game face!
I love you, honey, so maybe I’m biased, but ANY picture of you is cool to me!!
Still haven’t finished the roll with the ones of me and you on it — hopefully we will both look FABULOUS in those (though i think you look fabulsous in this one too!)
No wonder that woman went back to her friends quickly on Friday!
PS do you remember if Quinn was crusing BMT on the ‘puter or were they playing Star Wars?
For those of you unfamiliar with my boys, Quinn is the little one and Ethan is the little bigger one! Tracy is the one on the left….
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Notice how they are still engaged and aware of others around them? Hehe
Ah, it’s all coming back to me now!
We miss you lots around here too — we’ll have loads of fun next month!
I know that little shaver on the right … he answered the phone when I called because SuperSoling was at the Austin airport and wasn’t sure about his ride.
he was SO good. “Can you go get your mommy?” “Uhhhh .. okay…” Slams the phone on the table and off he goes … so cute π
Hey! I was 10 minutes late.
Which worked out good so I could smoke a couple smokes. You couldn’t have planned it better π
I know Supersoling is going to DC –
What about Adastra??
(((Hugs))))
What is MFSO? I may have read it, but there’s so much info flying around that I’m in a bit of overload.
At first glance, I thought it had something to do with Maryscott O’Connor. LOL
I think you will be oe of the best voices they’ve ever had!
I love all the detail you’re putting into these, so we can get a better idea of what being there is like. Can’t wait to meet you in person in a few weeks!
I remember everything so vividly because all the energy that was there I was starving to death from not having around me. I hope that I do a good job for MFSO. I met some members that have a very refined voice. I told Tim that I hadn’t joined MFSO because I was so angry and I didn’t want to say anything that would discredit the organization in any way. He told me some of the things that other members had said in their most frustrated moments and I decided that maybe I could be a MFSO member.
Oh, of course. D’uh to me.
Thanks.
What will being a speak-out member involve for you? Speaking at rallies? Writing things? Making phone calls? I know the name but don’t know a lot about what the group is/does. Is there a place in it for non-military people?
Some families join but don’t desire to speak out. Some want to speak out and there seems to be plenty of time and space opening up for those who want to do that now, and some support developing also.
Tracy, e-mail me. Please.
“Stay the course”? That’s is one of those feel-good phrases that are empty when you actually think about them. Stay what course? There is no course. Or if there is, nobody has told the people who are paying for the trip. All we get are vague platitudes and manipulative incoherences.
It is, in the end, what Cindy and many other folks are asking: What really is our course? And is it really the course we want?
Staying the course is not a good idea if you don’t know where you’re going. We’re wandering in a bloody desert, and the people who want to ask for directions get ignored, dismissed, or ridiculed.
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Interview in English – excellent links to related websites – amazing for the Dutch!
Cindy’s campagne reverberates even in Dutch media.
Choice of a second link ::
Dutch NOVA TV VIDEO
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that part really got to me. That poor woman wants to believe that her son died for something valiant and who can blame her for that?
Cindy is grieving in her own way and attempting to use the death of her child to make the world a better place. I told my husband that that would be me out there…no makeup, burning in the sun, never shutting up, drawing whatever comfort the universe provided in the energy of all those people, like you, Tracy, driving hundreds of miles just to help her stand there in the Texas dust.
I pray for all the mothers who have lost their children in this immoral war. Especially those who cannot come to terms with why that child was sacrificed and what good will come of it. The mothers who want to stay the course and let their children rest in peace are trying to make sense of it in the only way they know. They trust our dear leader…he says they died for a noble cause, and who am I to tell them different if that’s what they need to believe to be able to sleep at night.
But they need to understand that women like Cindy Sheehan and Lila Lipscomb are also desperately seeking to make sense of their sons’ deaths, and they have the right to speak out, and to rail against the injustice of having rich men who sit in plush offices, divorced from reality, sending their children off to be sacrificed for God only knows what.
Today’s broadcast of Democracy Now was from Crawford, Texas and Camp Casey.
Crawford Vigil Is Not Over – Exclusive Interview with Cindy Sheehan After Mother’s Stroke: “I Want to Get Back As Soon As Possible”
AMY GOODMAN: There is a major rightwing attack on you led by Bill O’Reilly, the Drudge Report. They call you a traitor. Your response?
CINDY SHEEHAN: I believe that it is my right and responsibility as an American to question our government when our government is wrong. I’m not one of the immature patriots who say my country, right or wrong, because my country is wrong now, and my country — the policies of my country are responsible for killing tens of thousands of innocent people, and I won’t stand by and let that happen anymore. And I believe that anybody who tries to tell me that I don’t have the right to say what I’m saying, they’re unpatriotic, they’re un-American, and their attacks are not going to stop me.
Army Vet Ann Wright Running “Field Operations for Peace, Not War”
Mother Nadia McCaffrey Showed the World a Casualty of the Iraq War
Navy Officer Charlie Anderson: “We Don’t Need Yellow Ribbons, We Need Help, We Need Jobs”
State Senator Becky Lourey Lost Her Son in Iraq, Now She’s Fighting Against the War
Mom Protests War on Eve of Son’s Deployment to Iraq
F.B.I. Whistle-Blower Colleen Rowley Says No to Occupation
Crawford Peace House Supports Camp Casey
Give a listen if you have the time, or read the rush transcriptions.
Thanks so much for the links… and the alert…
I will catch it to night… it shows in the SF Bay Area on Ch. 22 at Midnight (in case anyone from the area reads this.. π
Damn! I love you π
Hey, you might want to park outside of the city, long-term parking perhaps as it’s going to be a frikken nightmare to drive. I can not wait to finally meet you and others. xxxooo!!!
moments in our lifetimes. I never wanted to have to confront such a thing in my lifetime. I would rather watch newsreels from the sixties and eat popcorn with my kids. This Yahoo from Timbuktoo though happened to show up during my watch and I’m done being a slacker where Bush is concerned. So let’s go and bring it on. Let’s take photos and spend the rest of our lives jogging to each other’s houses during vacations and let’s make some history!!!! He always wanted the historians to remember him and something tells me that they sure will!
well, we’re bringing it π
If I can stop tearing up, I’ve got to write out my feelings. There is so much that has led up to me doing this. Having talked with my brother… this is actualy a lifetime of events that I find myself going across country alone to connect with loved ones I’ve never met before to stop a man from murdering others.
I’ve always been a bit of a ‘flower child’.. but at the risk of sounding totally flakey… I love you guys.
I lost another friend last night. Family friend… of 15 years. He remarked that Sheehan should “STFU” and “that bitch should pay back her son’s death bennies and be arrested”… I almost puked. My heart sank and I have now ended that “relationship”.
I’m FREE. Totally fucking FREE.
Now… you guys are truly my family.
You sound like me a week ago. We are going to have to get a whole box of tissues for you when we are there because this thing is growing daily by leaps and bounds. I think it is going to be mind boggling for all of us Boomaners when we get there! Try to cry a little bit every now and then before we go, I want some smiling and laughing out of you too when we are there. Tim Goodrich thinks that it is going to be huge come September 24th…….and Emilio thinks that we should overthrow the government (I hope that Emilio is busy that weekend).
You’ll find that my tears are mostly shed in private. Or they are drizzling out during laughter.
I’m ready to rock and roll, sister!!!!!
Oh and my brother may not be with us the entire time. Might just only be there Saturday… boohoo. But it’s going to magical and I doubt I’ll cry or show my tears. Unless they are happy tears.
Waterproof mascara?? Check!
I wouldn’t say for sure but the woman who had the sign about wanting her son to rest in peace is probably like many parents who simply don’t want to question because if they did their world would be torn apart all over again realizing their son or daughter died not for ‘freedom’ but for the lies of this vile and corrupt administration.
The picture is great Tracy and the atmosphere you continue to convey so well is very uplifting. I know I’m very proud of everyone here who is keeping the momentum going, going to vigils etc and will continue to keep this issue in the forefront…question bush and Iraq and when are our troops coming home.
I think you have that right.
My question is — I see that people like that woman are honestly proud of what their president/party is doing.
So I have two questions:
Are there any photos posted anywhere of Camp Casey’s new site?
Here are some photos from the Iconoclast of the new site:
http://198.65.14.85/News/2005/31-40/33news20.htm
sorry, I don’t know how to paste links.