As you arrive into this sleepy little town you are greeted by a huge billboard welcoming you to Crawford The home of George and Laura Bush with their faces smiling at you. What a creepy feeling that was.Take a right on 5th, cross the railroad tracks and on the left you are greeted by The Peace House. I parked the car in a dusty little lot. As Scott and I approached the Peace House a feeling of peace fell upon me. All the posters, signs, flags.I knew instantly I was suppose to be here.
We were greeted immediatly by friendly folks with hugs, signed the guest book and were directed to the backyard for food where we found Tim with other Iraq vets. I left Scott with them while I roamed around the House, bought a tshirt to support Cindy that says What Noble Cause Mr. President, a couple of buttons and a bumper sticker that says No more lies. No more lives.
More on the flip
I asked a volunteer about camping at Camp Casey II and was told it was full but I could still camp at Camp I. I received directions and went to tell Scott I wanted to get out there before dark. When I told him Camp II was no longer accepting folks Tim told him they had a place for him there with the other vets. I was going to hit the road and Scott insisted on coming out there with me. He wanted to help me get set up and see the original camp. Gives one an indication what a great guy I was traveling with.
We got directions, one right turn and go about ten miles and you are there. We misheard and took a few wrong turns and saw more Texas countryside than I ever want to see again. Along the way in yards were signs like “My son is a policeman and I support our troops and President Bush”. As if one justifies the other?
We finally found our way and the first thing I spotted were the long line of crosses and Cindy’s original tent and awning with pictures of dead soldiers and flowers and a sign that read “We will hold you accountable”. I drove slowly past and just felt so sad. We had to turn around to go along the side road where hundreds of cars and tents were set up in the ditch. At the entrance there were food booths, first aid tent, different organizations had tents and all these people milling around and holding signs.
Across the street, the ProWar counter protesters sat. Not many that first night but really creepy. Signs reading Go Home Cindy/Bitch in the Ditch and The 60s are over- why are you still hear? I just thought oh brother.
We found a little spot, got the tent set up. Cat had given me an air mattress but nothing to pump it up with. Four nice men around my age had just pulled in from Nashville and they had a pump that blew it up in two minutes. My back was saved!
Tim and his fellow vets showed up to take Scott back to Camp II. I hated to see him go but we hugged good bye and promised to find each other at the rally. I wandered down the road where the main protesting was going on. There was a group of 70ish gentlemen sitting in chairs with signs and I was instantly offered a chair. They were all Korean and Vietnam vets and man do they hate Bush. I really enjoyed my time with them. I felt so connected and so safe there. I mean, here I was, a 53 year old Gramma in the middle of a prairie in Texas and I didn’t know a soul. I never once felt alone.
There was so much food and water and Gatoraide. Thank the Universe it wasn’t Koolaide or I would have run for the car. A young man came by with a guitar and sang for us a bit. He got a few in the crowd dancing. Shuttles kept arriving with more people. The fellows from Nashville said hey Lee we are going over to camp II you want to go? I hopped on the shuttle with them and off we went. The driver Rich and I started talking and he lives about twenty minutes from me. He is very involved locally and we exchanged emails and phone numbers.
Arriving at Camp II was breath taking.The huge tent, the Arlington West crosses set up, some with the real boots of fallen soldiers. Inside the tent they were showing three screens of video with narration and a timeline on one of the screens with the lies and the lead up to war and the lies and the no wmds and the names of Iraqi children killed and it was all too much, too raw, too much horror to grasp. Now, I felt sad again. Rich was suppose to go back to Peace House when he dropped us off so he could call it a night but he stayed as long as we wanted to take us back. It was midnight. I felt so exhausted. Have I mentioned how GD hot it was there yet?
Back at camp I said good night to my new friends and hit the air mattress. Not much sleep that first night. My mind was spinning with all that had happened that first day. People continued to arrive all during the night to find their little piece of the ditch. The coyotes, so many of them, sang me a chorus of howls and then I finally fell asleep.
Tommorrow Part III/ The Rally
WOOHOOOOOOOO!
And i love your title
Thank you Lee :o)
You and Tracy write so well it feels like actually being there.
What an amazingly told story, so beautiful, so articulate, so eloquent, storytellers are the people who touch the hearts and change the world.
It’s so true through every word the feeling that we are right there with you is astounding. I have to go now because I have another story to read from the most amazing writer, One Woman In A Ditch, Part I.
Thank you for allowing us to share in your peace-building. Amazing stuff aloha [hugs]
Thank you all for such kind words. I am humbled.
from another- Thankyou for representing me at Camp Casey. I wish I could join you! You do us proud!
Many thanks are due you for sharing, and mostly for participating.
“All we are saying…is give peace a chance” (John Lennon)
absolutely wonderful writing, and it is the reflection of the light in your soul ; )
peace be with you and yours always.
KUDOS lady…and let us not forget a huge BRAVO
Thank you IP. Iknow now, after being there this weekend that this movement is growing. I mean it started with One Woman in a Ditch in Crawford to thousands in three weeks. IMHO, it is imperative we keep up this momentum and not let it die out. I think that is possible. George blew in here yesterday to hundreds on the street to greet him with anti war signs. I was going to go out to Coronado where he is staying but was just too wiped out. cindy has a schedule posted at her web site of the stops along the route to DC where they will be stopping to ask Congressional members the same question she wants to ask George, “What noble cause did these soldiers die for”. If you live in one of those areas please try to get out to support them.
I do it daily ; )
they know me by the sound of my voice on the phone now at the local reps…LMAO
to jump in to this discussion, and this looks like it. Because I’d like to second infidelpig’s words,
“absolutely wonderful writing, and it is the reflection of the light in your soul ; )”
Aw, my angel of mercy. Thank you my friend. How was the first day of school?
It was hectic. Spent the morning getting the upstairs bedroom and bath clean and ready for Scott, if he decided to stay here last night, then frantic rush off to school. That’s why I couldn’t comment sooner. Didn’t hear from him, but that’s OK. I trust he found a ride and I hope he found a shower.
The two classes I’ve met so far look like they’re going to be good ones. It’s funny how classes have “personalities.” The vibes I got yesterday felt like, “Let’s go! This is going to be fun!” Hope tonight’s class is the same.
I find the movie system exposing the lies also incredible. It is a new depth of healing for me that so much has been done in such a short period of time. Lee, thank you so much for putting life on hold and going so we could have this from the ground update. It really helps me with my daily stuff, been having a tough time again lately with losing my Uncle. I know in grief these things cycle, but I have been really floored by the feelings of hopelessness I have felt lately.
Tracy, you know, I know, we all know what an incredibly strong woman you are. You just have to keep going back to that resevoir of strength that you have inside you and tap into that survival instinct once more so you can get through these difficult times. I don’t mean to soundm preachy and I won’t be so dumb to tell you that I know how you feel because there’s no way. I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and I wish and hope all the goodness and strength there is in the world for you and your family. You are a mighty, mighty woman :o)
It has been so damned hard. He was a part of my survival system. As I told Cat yesterday, he was a certified Covey Trainer…..you know that whole win/win thing. Before he retired from the department of Energy he helped integrate all of the states computer networking for the Department of Energy. He had already done it for the Bureau of Land Management. He wasn’t the computer tech portion of the team, he was the people person for the team figuring out how everybody could work together and creating the job positions. He didn’t really belong in the Fed Gov but he managed to survive it with Clinton in for most of his Fed work. Because he was a win/win person I could always call him with whatever difficulties and he would support me on the win/win solution no matter what. Now everybody can understand why his painting business was so successful too. After the first year he stopped advertising, didn’t need it, the job book was full all the time. My family has really had the horse shot out from under us with what happened to him. My brain keeps saying, “Does not compute!”
I have thought this so often MT (you’ve heard this, it sounds trite, but I need to say it). Your telling us, so openly about your feelings, your situation, the pain, the confusion and difficulty of it all are helpful to me and I think to others, to know how it feels to be in a military family. If I had time I’d tell you about a guy I talked to (argued with) recently about PTSD, service-related stress on families, etc. You are the perfect antidote to his type of clulessness.
Now, back to the point of this diary – sorry but this week has been a race and I’ve thought so often of Alohaleezy, Janet, Cat, in Crawford but no time to give them their proper attention.
Greiving is a process sweetie. There are five stages and we each process them differently. Please honor your greif and allow it to comfort you. Each day it will become a little less painful. You harnessed that energy before and you’ll do it again.
This Revolution can wipe us out if we allow it too. Take a step back, a breather once in awhile so you can remain strong in our quest to oust these bastards and make them accountable for their crimes against humanity. You are not alone. Please, don’t give up because my friend I saw HOPE this weekend and its spreading like a wildfire. Be kind to yourself.
Yesterday was kinda a bummer off and on. I just went to bed early in the evening and curled up and watched Alexander, probably not the best movie to watch when one is attempting to recover from the Bush administration.
and it will come and go Tracy. Don’t be too hard on yourself.
HOw many here have been epressing the same feelings?? Hell almost all of us. If we just keep on sharing, we’ll get through this.
I think the protests and the marches are not only needed to end this regime but also are cathartic.
Wait…
You know what it is!!!! And not meaning to be offensive to any other legitimate illness…
I think Awake people have BTSD. Bush Traumatic Stress Disorder. We’ve been fighting this bastard for some time. I know that each time I watch the so-called news… I feel ill.
That is GREAT!!!! I mean GREAT!!!!! Put that on a poster for DC. What a perfect description of what we are feeling.
another outside of MSNBC and FOX and CBS, NBC and ABC. Make them cover it.
That is my fantasy…. = )
And I watched a news crew set up specifically for that stupid bus that stayed for 30 mins. They shot it and left and never once pointed the camera in our direction where twice as many people stood with Cindy. I couldn’t believe how fast that footage hit the news either, or that they left out the fact that the protesters came and immediately went while those who support Cindy in her goals and endeavor live out there in the ditch! It is very hard for me to believe these days after experiencing Crawford and the media that the media isn’t actually right leaning!
My final diary on Crawford(I think…lol) will be exactly that. I scanned every article I could when I got home and found several misquotes or quotes so taken out of context it was sickening. Last night on the local news, they showed Bush arriving here on Coronado and they whisked him past the protestors but slowed down infront of the Warmongers.
Dan Abrahms wrote a scathing peice yesterday on his MSNBC blog about the coverage of the Aruba missing case and how the media has over done it and how disgusted he is with it. I wrote him an email and thanked him for calling out his felloe so called lazy journalists and asked him where was the coverage on all the lies, DSM, Plame, Rovegate, No WMDs, etc. Haven’t heard back. The media is so complicit in the coverup of war crimes. Write these idiots everyday. Protest like someone said earlier right in front of their studios.
I used to be so startled and judgmental of people who never watched the TV news or read the newspaper. “How can you not care what’s happening in the world?” I’d think.
But these past year, it’s seemed to me that watching the TV “news” is just letting misinformation and propaganda warp my perception of what is actually happening. I tried to watch CNN yesterday for the first time in months to get hurricane news. I had to turn the sound off and just fast forward through the videos with the TiVo. Talking head anchors breathlessly repeating, “Oh this is so horrible!!!!” alternating with some idiot frozen in adolescent show-off mode, “Watch me crouch behind this mailbox in hurricane force winds!!! Look at me! Look at me!”
And then in the middle of my fast forwarding – I pause. There is Cindy. Speaking from her heart. Honest. Real.
Millions of Americans are starved for this honesty. It’s appalling that the only way they can see it is through a paid advertisement. But at least it’s there now where they can.
I have taken to calling them the “shit-stream” media….
Not so PC, I know,, but fuck ’em anyway!
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Thank you alohaleezy! You write so well, as supersoling above said, we are able to picture it all in our minds. So glad that you were able to make the trip, and experience Camp Casey. And thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I especially liked when you wrote that even though you didn’t know anyone, you didn’t feel alone once.
I only have one regret and that is my camera didn’t work but thanks to janetStrange and Adastra I will always have pictures. Most of all though the memories will forever be in my mind. It is all so clear right now and I hope I can keep the memory alive so that one day I can tell my precious grand daughter of my peace activist days and how I did it for her and all the children of her generation. We owe that much to them.
What?!!?! No Grape Kool Aid!?!? π No Lemming Lemonade? π
Doing Snoopy Somersaults for you, lady π
More and more it seems that the majority of anti-war/anti-Bush are military groups and military families.
That doesn’t say much to the media… but it gives my heart wings. Hope.
(((AlohoaLeeze))))
The Cause and your first-hand account of it suggest an historical event unfolding, which I think, “One Woman in a Ditch” is. Sensational title — the “call-sign” of Cindy’s endeavor.
You and the rest of those brave souls willing and able to participate in person remind me of some lines from Shakespeare’s Antony and Cleopatra From Act I, Scene iii. . .
Thank you limelite. Your quote of Shakespeare moved me to tears. I have been doing alot of that(crying thatis) since I returned home. And now this devasting hurricane and the all the deaths and displaced people. Now all the looting. Where are the National Guard? Why are they not there yet? Oh, I forgot they are in Iraq!!! They should be home with their families and helping in the search and rescue and clean up. I mean George tells us how much progress we are making there and how well things are going. Send those Guardsmen home to do what they are really paid to do…be NATIONAL GUARD NOT WORLD GUARD!! Who is keeping us safe at home?
Decent people already at home; neighbors helping neighbors. It’s the American way.
So be of good heart. Yes, mourn the dead, pity the “lost ones” who’ve survived, but take cheer in the knowledge that random acts of kindness and great gentility are about to burst out in a thousand points of meaningful light across the Gulf Coast.
Help them if you can.
Sending money to Redcross as we speak!
Most of us feel like we watch the parade of events; you stepped out and showed us what it’s like from the inside of the parade, and took us along. ¡Mil gracias!