I was torn yesterday when an interview was scheduled in the middle of yesterday’s history in the making event. Back in November, I was let go from my job. I have mentioned it on other sites before I started this blog. I talked about how being unemployed is very similar to being on emotional rollercoaster. You are filled with hope when you are called in for an interview and the sudden depressed feelings when you there is no call back or when you hear the sentence no unemployed person wants to hear, “We regret to tell you, but we have decided to go with someone else.”
Having a job brings “meaning” in the sense of one’s personal worth and identity. As a society we have been conditioned to go through life by placing labels on every facet of our lives. The first question we ask a stranger is, “What do you do?” Depending on the person’s answer this becomes the basis on how we start judging people by their worth, financial status, intelligence, education level, ambition, and social position. And when the “label” is empty – we have no status. Admitting “I don’t do anything” is the equivalent of saying “I am nothing,” and that is not acceptable to society. These are the same feelings many undocumented immigrants feel and on April 10, 2006, they finally had enough, I had enough. We are not nothing.
The rally started at 1 and would end at 3:30, my interview was near the end of the rally. So I was able to participate and still make it to the job interview. I was so upset I forgot to charge up my phone so I could take some pictures. Being on my last cent, purchasing a camera was not an option. I am not looking to garner sympathy, but to share this special moment through my eyes as if you were there yourself.
Nobody could have asked for a more perfect day, it was sunny and cool. As I was getting close to the starting point of the march, you could feel the excitement in the air and nothing that day would dampen the sense of unity everybody was feeling here in Houston and across the country. And if just you stood still for a second, you swear you could feel the excite around the country. When people define the melting pot as people of different cultures and religions – then this is what I saw today. At the rally I saw Uncle Sam (on stilts of course) and Lady Liberty with open arms welcoming the new fixtures that defines America – they dance to the distant music of the mariachi players, while enjoying the sweet frozen-fruit treat from neighborhood paleteras vendors as they stroll along the march with their push- and pedal-cart.
Today – they were not cooks, waiters, maids and housekeepers, janitors, bus boys, parking attendants, childcare workers, cafeteria workers, construction workers, or gardeners, but people you would call your neighbor, your co-worker, and the people you see in church and at a store. I saw fathers and mothers marching with their sons and daughters; I saw brothers and sisters; and uncles and aunts. I witnessed friends supporting their friends – who found their way here in this country just to have a better life – The American Dream.
The chanting the traditional “What do we want? Justice! and “¡Si, Se Puede!” echoed through the route. And con mi compadres, we chanted “U S A!” I saw a rainbow of flags along the way, they were not just Mexican flags, but flags from the United States, the Middle East, and South and Central America. The true melting pot of America.
The official count was 50,000, the largest protest rally Houston ever had. And to be part of this history, I will take these numbers any day. As I was heading to my job interview, I could not help replay the sights and sounds of that day, but the one chant I will never forget is one that all Americans are wanting to achieve and use when times are rough – “All we want is the American dream!”
It is amazing how words can move some people. Before the rally, I wrote a post expressing how I felt. The immigration issue really does mean a lot. I previously was an ESL teacher and I pushed my students hard. I made them think, I armed them with the tools when faced with gutter snipes. That was four years ago. I know what effect I had on them and in my heart, I know they were out there on April 10th. I knew I had inspired someone, but I didn’t realize how much until I was told yesterday. In yesterday’s diary Blogger Ductape Fatwa wrote one of the most touching and must read personal account at the rally he attended. In the second paragraph, he describes who went and how many went to the march.
Thanks to the success of Saturday’s Incitement Constitutional, our group, including my own descendants, neighbors, friends, and their descendants, had swelled to over a thousand souls, representing all the world’s continents. I will not try to say how many countries, or name them, suffice it to say that we were diverse. And so numerous, that when the hour of departure came, we were obliged to call upon the good offices of the local popo, to guide our massive convoy out of the neighborhood and on to the highway for the short ride to the gathering place.
As mentioned before, the whole diary was very touchy and normally I replied to let him know much it touched me. But his reply is highest praise I can hope for.
Your eyes ought to water up, It was you who single-handedly caused over a thousand people to march today, to respond to such a deed with “Thank You” does not seem adequate, yet no amount of flowery phrases would express my gratitude, so “Thank You” will have to do. 🙂
Reading his reply after a job interview, couped with the days events, has brought back hope and has renewed my vigor to continue fight the good fight.
¡Si, Se Puede!
story, XP. It was an amazing show of solidarity across the country. I always smirk regarding the cultural twist that exists with Xicanos or latinos in general. Instead of asking a person “What do you do?” when we meet them, it’s usually, “Where are you from?” It gives a chance to tell your story of familia y amistad.
My favorite: “Que queremos? Justicia!” “Cuando la queremos? Ahora!”
will tell you first about where they are from, their family, what they are interested in.
It is only Americans who consider the primordial and defining fact about themselves, and everybody else, to be what is done to make money.
And it’s not just the unemployed who get this ‘look’ that starts to deem you unworthy or a nonentity. When you become permanently disabled-but don’t look it and are out and either see an old friend or meet someone new who asks what you do and you say you’re on permanent disability I can tell you there is usually a deafening silence because people literally have no idea now how to talk to you now or what to talk to you about. Then again there have been some really stupid people who start saying how I don’t look disabled or even go so far as to suggest I’m faking.
It’s really amazing how people here have become so conditioned to believe that their jobs are what make them a valuable human being and their worth is tied to their bank account or that being rich somehow makes their opinion more sought out and valuable than the person who turns down the bed at night and puts a piece of chocolate on the ritzy hotel they stayed in the night before.
If having a job and being rich were a criteria for being a valuable human being then wouldn’t Hilary Duff(as I know she’s one of your favs Duct)be in line for say the job of Vice President? You know I think I’m going off on a bit of a tangent here so will quit while I’m ahead but this is a touchy subject with me.
One, since they are, as you so correctly note, stupid people, you can tell them due to the terms of your non-disclosure agreement, you are unable to discuss your currrent assignment, but you are at liberty to express your opinion that any rumors of Cheney’s health problems having sparked some very hush-hush talks with Hilary Duff’s people are just that – rumors.
Or, you can give a brief overview of your medical condition, and say you are encouraged that studies are finally underway to determine once and for all just how communicable it <really</i> is. Then cough.
thanks Duct…haha I love the cough idea. I so seldom get out that this isn’t that big of a problem anymore…although I do recall one particular day where I’d had it with stupid people and asked the person if they had fucken x-ray vision like superman and could see into my body and everything that was wrong with it..funny then how those kind of people get all pissed off and indignant like I’m the rude one.
You guys had mariachis AND Tio Sam on stilts? AND paletas?
Kind of puts free pan de coco in the shade. But the people who were giving it out were Garifuna people from Honduras and they had cowrie shells on their ankles, so I guess that counts for some musical entertainment, or would have, if they had hopped more.
Glad to hear you had people from the ME representing. Understandably, some folks from there and from South Asia are a little nervous about actually going out into the streets with signs. I am hoping that the huge numbers will encourage more on 1 de Mayo.
Even the Fox foamers concede that it would be impractical to “round up” such large numbers of people.
And thank you for saying nice things about me, but think of this, if you inspired this old terrorist to haul his considerable family to a march, and further to go nag his large-familied friends and neighbors to do the same, I am just one person who happens to travel in the same blogcircles.
Now consider that for every person like you and me, who blog, there are at least a few thousand who do not blog, but read.
And consider that I do not, to say the least, inspire easily.
We will never know how many people were in the streets yesterday that would not have been there had it not been for you.
Now consider what you might accomplish in a day in any job you have applied for.
You are not unemployed. You are merely not paid for what you do.
the muslim community here had a sizable, quite visible presence here yesterday — as well as some of the east asian communities
it’s quite heartening to see 🙂
I love the term “Diversity without Division”
Xicano, I will continue to send hopeful vibes to you.
Manny, “where are you from” versus “what do you do?” Yes!!! we need more human beings and not human doings.
And, I am doing that job mojo dance for you!!!
You’ve got a job–you’re saving the country!
You are an inspiration and a much-needed catalyst for change in our country.
I tried to imagine why a poor migrant farm worker would be more willing to skip work to attend a demonstration than a comfy white-collar worker. Of course – “when you’ve got nothing you’ve got nothing to lose.” And “freedom’s just another word for nothing left to lose.” It’s all there in my pop music bible – the books of Dylan and Kristofferson.
I don’t have a job, but enjoy the freedom. My job is to keep you and all who need it in my thoughts and prayers. Scant comfort, I know – but there it is.
It is like I told somebody else, when it comes to unemployement I really do have two choices – I can either keep hoping or I could do nothing and fall through the cracks. I choose to keep hope alive. And with all of you as my friends, I know things will be ok. 🙂
What ever happened to that Congressional candidate who was running for office in Ohio who did that little homeless experiment? Now that he knows how hard it was to get a J.O.B I hope he wins so he can start the process of fixing the House.
I think that the congressional candidate running in Ohio who tried being homeless was Jeff Seemann… and didn’t he have to abandon the experiment… ??
He did, got caught by the police and threaten to take him in, but in a way, it was a good thing too. The temp during the last night would caused serious health issues.