I was supposed to write an explanation for Yearly Kos, in 500 words, on how I became a progressive person. I kind of blew it off. Actually, I kept forgetting about it. But, I did think about writing it, and so I thought about what I would write, if I did write it.
I’ve received various accounts of how I got my name. But they all share something in common. The spring before I was born, Martin Luther King Jr. was assassinated. At the time, my father was good friends and co-workers with a black man named Marty. I don’t know how many black men were then working in upper management on Madison Avenue. But, I assume, there were not too many. In any case, that’s how I got my name.
My parents are very religious people and they took me to church every Sunday as a child. I would leave before the service was over and attend Sunday School. After the service, there were often lectures in the dining hall. And since my church was across the street from Princeton University, they had a lot of prominent speakers. In fact, some fairly prominent religious thinkers were members of my church. Elaine Pagels, for example.
Episcopalians get a rap for being rich, white, and non-serious about their religion. Think George Herbert Walker and Barbara Bush. Princeton’s chapter fit that description, except for the non-serious part. Trinity Church was serious and it was progressive. It was the first Episcopalian church to ordain a woman as a minister. The focus of the sermons was not on fire and brimstone. It was based on the needs of the poor. It was based on opposition to apartheid in South Africa. I never understood the divinity of Christ, nor could I make sense of the miracles in the Bible. But I absorbed the core teaching of Jesus Christ, nonetheless. I suppose I took from it what I liked and left the parts I didn’t. I learned to oppose hypocrisy, not to adhere to a rigid set of rules for my life, to question the authorities, and to care for my neighbors. We read from the Book of Common Prayer, and I repeated these words hundreds of times:
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us.
I’ve had plenty of friends trespass against me. I’ve always forgiven them. Other people? I’m still working on that. It was the early exposure to a very progressive version of Protestantism that began my road to progressive political thinking.
My first really political memory comes from the second grade. It was 1976, and there was an election on between Jimmy Carter and Gerald Ford. The whole class had an election. I went home and asked my parents whom I should support. My father was still raging over Ford’s pardon of Richard Nixon. I don’t remember his words, but they made a strong impression on me, and I went in the next day and cast my vote for Jimmy Carter.
By 1980, my father had become deeply disillusioned with Carter. I think he initially supported Anderson, and cast his vote for Reagan. I, on the other hand, was still loyal to Carter.
My parents moved out of the house I grew up in a few years ago. When they did, my mother delivered to me a few boxes of my childhood toys and other knick-knacks. I was stunned to find a collection of cartoons I had drawn back in 1980. They were cartoons of Carter and Anderson and Reagan. I portrayed Reagan as a warmonger. I had mushroom clouds, and missiles, and wrote ‘Ray-Gun’. Clearly, I was already an election junkie. And a progressive.
As I became a teenager, I was opposed to the wars in Central America and I thought the get tough on drugs ‘Just Say No’ stuff was a ridiculous waste of time, money, and energy. I couldn’t understand why Reagan slashed programs for the poor and called ketchup a vegetable.
I’m not sure how I became a progressive. But the teachings of Jesus and Gerald Ford’s pardon of Nixon were big factors.
How did you become a progressive?
OK, Now I’m scared. Because off and on all morning, I’ve been working on a diary to be called “Confessions of a reluctant Liberal” about my childhood and how I was raised to be a liberal Democrat.
It’s not quite done (and we’re about to go outside to pick cherries). But I’ll post it here as soon as I can.
{{shiver}}
It started in college. I was pushed toward feminism by the misogynist teaching of the Church to which I belonged. I also became active in the anti-war (movement.)
Over the years I became less progressive in many areas until about 6 years ago when two unions I belong to went on strike — for six months. The support we got from other unions was crazy: people risking getting fired or actually losing bonus for standing in solidarity with us. I, in turn, started supporting other unions and came in contact with all sorts of progressive activists who broadened by horizons and gave me courage.
solidarity, comrade!
I think for me it comes down to three basic factors:
I think a lot of people underestimate the influence that music has on their personality.
Not me. I grew up at the tail end of the big folk revival, even though I was 3000 miles away from the center of it at the time. I remember listening to a show called something like “Folk Music Canada” when I was about 9 or 10, which was the CBC’s entry into the mix of shows like Hootenanny. I told my father I was listening to that show and he said, “Oh, you don’t want to do that, that stuff’ll ruin you for sure.” Little did he know.
I also grew up listening to early Metallica and other metal. Growing up as a Catholic, attending Catholic school as a youth, I believed in God and religion at that time. Metallica’s “Ride The Lightning”, “Master of Puppets” and “And Justice for All” albums definitely helped me think and question things such as the death penalty, religion, conformity and other issues early on, especially the title track. Megadeth’s “Peace Selling But Who’s Buying” also showed that being in an agressive metal band doesn’t mean you have to be braindead and uncaring about politics. Other bands like Jane’s Addiction, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Soundgarden, The Smiths, The Cure, Misfits, Clash, Cocteau Twins and others did the same.
My life has been pretty concentrated on music and political causes. My parents when I was young thought they were Republican, and like many other kids, I took on that identity. I remember being depressed when Clinton won. I just didn’t know or care that much back then. Then getting out more, especially in the SF Bay Area, and finally realizing how evil the Republican Party is, I realized that Republicans have nothing in common with my values. I became a huge Clinton and Democrat supporter.
In my mid-twenties, I registered Democrat and started voting. I now vote Green Party locally and Democrat nationally. Even my parents can’t stand Bush or Republicans anymore and now vote (Democrat). In the past few years I went Atheist and Vegan and have never felt happier. I am dedicating my life to supporting the Progressive cause any way I can – through music, my work and being active and proud to be a liberal.
Since music is such a large part of my life, it is comforting that most of my music expresses liberal/progressive causes and that I don’t have to resort to being limited to Toby Keith. I even bought the latest Dixie Chicks album as a show of support for them – and its a great album to boot. I just saw Al Gore’s “Inconvenient Truth” and feel even more inspired. He is a great man.
I’m working on an album, which contain progressive themes. It’s pretty dark, kind of goth/metal/experimental/ambient. ogether we can change the world for the better. Never give up and never be ashamed to be fighting the good fight.
of FDR that had at one time hung in the Marin County Democratic Party Headquaters. My aunt, Carmel Booth, was one of, if not the, first women mayors in California, she fought men tooth and nail to run for and win many political offices, including chair of the party in Marin County. I remember when she was mayor of San Anselmo being brought to the fire station and given a ride on a fire truck, I remember riding with her in parades, and I remember visiting Democrats in their homes with her when I stayed with her during the summer months. I also remember attending city council meetings where she was vilified, and I watched her stand up to those silverback males like Elizabeth I did. I also remember that dinner table conversation on holidays under that portrait were nothing but political. Since she had no children, I was the one chosen to follow her path.
I started that path a little late, though. My spouse, Mr. dks showed me the world first during his military career, and now our last baby, born in our dotage, is off to Harvard College in the fall; so I am channeling Carmel Booth at last. I am a delegate to the Texas State Convention, which is the only reason I am not joining so many of you in Las Vegas (gawd, I hate that town), so give a shout-out from dksbook to any bloggers from Texas. I ran for and was elected to Deputy Chair of the Bexar County Democrats, and am not against running for other public office in the future.
I guess you would say the fumes from FDR’s portrait permanently altered my DNA.
My, my – I find I have actually written much more than I expected to. Have fun at the YK convention, and behave yourselves in LV!
My path started in Marin also! My mom was raised there and my parents bought a house in Lucas Valley because it had an Open Housing covenent written into the deeds.
but I’m gonna tell it again. I’m a storyteller, after all. Says so on my nametag.
As a kid I don’t remember much about politics. I think my father voted for Goldwater, which is rather odd, because now that I look back he was a Union man (IBEW). What I do remember, though, was music. We had a big console stereo and acts like the Kingston Trio, Peter, Paul and Mary and The Womenfolk featured prominently in the mix. I must have heard “Blowin’ In The Wind” a couple hundred times by the time I was ten.
In high school I was introduced to Alice’s Restaurant, peace vigils, the War Moratorium and other artifacts of the late sixties, but I wasn’t a committed activist like some of my friends. In fact I was pretty much apolitical for many years, figuring that politics was like elephants mating. It concerns weighty matters going on far above your head; it’s done with a great deal of trumpeting and shouting; you’re liable to get squashed if you get in the way while it’s going on; and when it’s all done it takes two years to get any results.
Even so, I knew there were things going on in the world that weren’t right. I pay some attention to foreign media, and was hearing disturbing stories about the clash in the developing world between traditional customs and values, poverty, disease and ignorance on the one hand, and American lifestyle, values and opulence as exported through popular culture such as TV, movies and music on the other. I knew that people overseas hated us, not for our freedom, not for our prosperity, but for rubbing their face in it and replacing their culture with America’s. The word “cultural imperalism” came up sometimes.
And then 9/11 happened. I tried to explain to people that “killin’ Arabs” was at best fighting the symptoms instead of the disease and at worst becoming the terrorists we hated, but I got shouted down by a lot of people I thought were my friends, who said some pretty nasty things. Soon after I started noticing worrisome stories about the erosion of the Bill of Rights and privacy in this country in the name of “security,” and somewhere near the same time the messages from those preaching anti-global-corporatism, for want of a better word, starting sinking in.
I don’t remember when exactly, but I made the decision that I had to do something. I had already registered to vote for the first time in my life not long before so I could have a say in local issues that were important to me like transportation. I soon figured out that my country was slipping away from me, and that I needed to start doing something to take it back.
It wasn’t long after that before a post on Slashdot pointed me to Daily Kos, and from there I ended up at Booman Tribune soon after it launched.
Now here I am telling stories for peace, justice and relief from insomnia.
My dad was a devout liberal and a scholar. I can’t remember when I became a progessive, I just always was. In my second grade, I wore a green ERA t-shirt with the amendment written on the front. I had it memorized and often debated heatedly with the other kids over it. My mom was active in the voting process, often working the polls or helping the Dems to get out the vote. My dad always took me with him to vote and once even let me push some of the levers in the booth.
As soon as I turned 18, I registered to vote and in 1984 cast my first ballot against Ronnie Rayguns. I haven’t missed an election since. My dad passed away a couple of weeks after Bush stole the last election and my mom and I firmly believe it was because of Bush. He just didn’t have the heart to continue fighting.
When I think about why I am a progressive, I keep finding myself reflecting on the finiteness of life, the irreversible changes of life, and the security or lack thereof this can foster! Capitalism unchecked and unregulated is a cruel system in that it does not take into account these life changes. The young can recover somewhat from some adversity, but the old and frail cannot. Still pure capitalism makes no concessions for this. Might makes right and mistakes are absolute. As the conservatives are fond of saying, well all personal problems are the fault of the individual so screw em! Let them die early or suffer greatly for economic mistakes in life or from being taken advantage of by superior intellect, power,greed.
Giving everyone some security to survive and especially with increasing frailty due to the passage of time is a social function, and progressive thought realize that!
I think I was born the same year as Booman, and there must have been something about spending most of 1968 in utero. When I grew up and read about the history, everything that happened that year, it all felt so familiar, and (this being the 1980s), I couldn’t figure out how it had all fizzled out.
But, of course, not everyone born that year is a progressive, so there must be more to it than that.
Again, like Booman, I had a churchly upbringing that taught me faith without works is dead. I am horrified to learn from Frederick Clarkson and others that the Methodist church is now leaning towards wingnuttery; that is not the church my father and his father before him served as pastors in small-town Kansas, not the church that raised me to love God with all my heart and love others as I love myself.
At the family level, I think I had enough love to feel safe in the world, and enough loss to feel compassion for those who suffer.
But what finally clinched my progressive destiny was … M*A*S*H.
Sorry. I honestly can’t watch the show now without wincing. But I watched re-runs every day after school during impressionable pre-teen years, and it impressed on me the idiocy and waste of war, the injustice of old men sending the young to kill and die. And it taught me to question authority. Without these two ingredients, I would not, could not, be a radical pacifist feminist, a Quaker raising sons in a time of war and lies.
I’m sure my college and graduate school educations had a lot to do with cementing where I was already headed at age 12. But I’ve failed to teach too many college students who came with closed minds to think that you can take an 18yo and teach her something she doesn’t want to believe. Hawkeye et al got me while I was young.
I totally understand about M*A*S*H. I grew up with that show and it had a large impact on me as well.
I’ve taken to watching old reruns of the show on late night tv. It is timeless.
I’m glad to hear someone else “gets” it.
My problem with MASH now is that I became a Korea specialist in graduate school. After spending time in Korea, learning the language etc., I can’t bear to watch the depictions of Koreans in the show. They are always stereotypical, degrading, dehumanizing. And not even played by Korean actors! All those Asians look and talk alike, right? (NOT.)
MASH ran for years on the U.S. armed forces TV network in Korea, with stations all over the country, so that Koreans had this shite broadcast on their airwaves. It was pretty widely considered to be insulting evidence of U.S. neocolonialism, that our soldiers’ entertainment whims took precedence over basic cultural courtesy.
So I can’t enjoy reruns the way I did as a kid. And I supposed I should be glad, at the same time, that M*A*S*H wasn’t censored for viewing by our military, given the progressive values I waxed about upthread.
In the 7th grade, I had an English class assignment to write a fan letter to a celebrity. Most of my classmates wrote to the pop star du jour and got back a form letter inviting them to join a fan club for $15/year. I wrote to William Christopher, who played Father Mulcahy, saying that I valued his portrayal of a man of faith in a war zone and that I felt his character was under-used on the show. He sent me back a nice black-and-white glossy, signed to me personally. That was a highlight of junior high, believe me! LOL.
Oh for shame…you so ruined my vision! <j/k>
Yeah, I know there a lot of disagreable steroetypes in the show. Just look at Hot Lips! But, it still shows the human side of war…the dilemnas and the sorrows, as well as the binding friendships. It is and always will be a statement against the war, any war because the price is just too high when a war is waged for bad reasons and without any real hope of victory.
I don’t think I ever “became” a progressive. I was never NOT progressive. My first political memory of any kind was watching Robert Kennedy’s funeral train. All these people, black, white, rich, poor, came out and lined the tracks, and I thought, even as a kid, wow, this great man is dead, and I’m only just getting started. What’s going to happen now?
In third grade I got punched in the nose by a loser for espousing “fem lib”. π In high school I got a prom date from the intellectual king of campus by debating him politically at every opportunity. (Just dreamt about him last night, so he’s on my mind!) He left high school a staunch republican, but graduated Harvard a liberal. π Education really works!
While I was in grade school, my family adopted a family through some program – I forget the name – where we sent a box of clothing, food, and whatever else Mom decided to send every other month to a poor family in Texas. I thought that was so cool – we were helping these people we didn’t even know. We’d all sit around and listen when we got a letter from the grateful family, telling us about each of the kids, what was going on in their lives, and so forth.
In College, I took a poetry course where the teacher introduced us to Greenpeace, and took us on an Easter vigil to the Nevada Test site to join a protest there. The entire trip, including the drive out and back and the ensuing conversations, were fantastic. This was what I believed, and guess what? All those other people believed it too!
I had always paid attention to politics, and voted in major elections, but by 1992, I knew that the problem with politics in this country is that it wasn’t one person, one vote – it was one dollar, one vote. The candidate with the most money almost always won. So when Jerry Brown, the former California Governor, said on some pre-primary debate that he going to limit campaign donations to no more than $100 a person, I called the famous 800 # and asked how to join his campaign. Turned out, the national HQ was in my backyard, nearly. So I went to volunteer, and eventually became one of the few paid staffers.
That campaign led me to see the unreality of the media. I’d go to events, and then read the coverage, and it was so radically different from what transpired that I smelled not just laziness, but an agenda to keep these kinds of ideas minimized in the public debate. And the more I read about the media, and how bad it was, the more I wondered, if they could be so wrong about these things I know firsthand, what else have they been wrong about?
Somehow that ended up in my spending 15 years researching the assassinations of the sixties, the actions of the CIA, and other covert history topics.
All of these things combined to show me that 1) there really are forces who want to run the world, and will go to enormous lengths to suppress dissent, and 2) if I, with my accumulated knowledge, didn’t work to do something about it, I was part of the problem, and not the solution.
Btw – my first online alias was “Liberal and Proud”. I’ve never been shy about my political leanings. I’m proud to be a liberal. I don’t need to call it progressive, although that shoe fits too.
I’m a liberal. And I’m still proud of that.
to view things from when you were a Jerry Brown staffer……double damn Wow! Thank you for sharing your experience there and the media coverage. That explains your website fully now. P.S. You have an excellent website.
Thanks, Tracy – just saw this, a little late. Yes – we all learn and our shaped by what we experience. My experiences led me down a different path than most, but that’s just how it happened!
I think I must be about the same age as BooMan. My earliest political memory is standing in the living room while the news was on and saying, “Watergate, Watergate, Watergate! I’m so sick of Watergate!” I was very young, not even in school yet.
My parents were Democrats then. My mother took me with her when she voted in 1976. She did the same thing in 1980, when she still voted Democratic. Her political views swung far, far to the right in the 80s (amazing what a couple of dollars in the bank can do to people), but mine swung more and more to the left. I never put a label on myself until I got into college and realized that, politically, I was liberal. I just never really thought about ideology until then — I was more concerned with how the world ought to work.
The really funny thing is that, to this day, my mother keeps telling me how I’ll turn into a Republican as I get older. However, I always remember two things: Watergate and seeing my mother vote for Democrats.
Parents lifelong Dems; both of them local union officers, so there’s that. But more than that, my mother is very smart and my father was very gentle and kind. Marry gentle and kind to smart and you probably won’t end up with a Republican kid. π
You poor thing! My father was in the carpenters unions too and receives a union pension. When he was in Alaska working, a government jobsite began taking bids from nonunion contractors…..something that was new then there. My father is this lone picketer out front of the future building sight holding his sign. It made the front page of the local small newspaper. My grandmother sent me a copy of it. Under the photo of him it read, “Picketer refused to give his name.” My grandmother had written in long hand in the margin Do You Know This Asshole?
Lol!! Your dad sounds brave and your grandmother sounds like a hoot.
My mom was in the Kansas Teacher’s Union in its early days, my dad, a tool and die-maker at the time, was in a local chapter of the AFL-CIO. I vaguely remember her union threatening strike once, and winning concessions before that happened, and him being on strike once, and some anxiety about it at home. I also have early memories of feeling pissed off at the Teamsters when they did stuff that gave unions a black eye, because I got it early on that unions had to grab the high moral ground and keep it.
I’ve posted over on dKos about how I become a Democrat, particularly a progressive one. I may post a fresher diary on the issue in due time here.
I have one quibble: you wrote 791 words. You failed at your task!
I have no idea how I became a progressive. Most posters here seem much more self-aware than I. As a white (deep) southerner born into a conservative family, I campaigned for Nixon in first grade, for Ford as a teenager. Ted Kennedy was indeed a communist. You get the picture.
By the time of Bush 41’s election, I was railing against the mean-spirited tactics and threadbare message of the Republicans. Today I could not imagine voting for any of them.
Like several other posters, I took seriously the Christian teachings of justice, mercy, and unconditional love that I absorbed as a child (though they are distressingly scarce in many religious venues now). I fell in love with and married a woman who is nobody’s fool and a solid progressive herself.
And looking back, I can recall a great deal of discomfort with the racial bigotry that I saw around me, both the casually petty and the outrageous. Once I was able to make sense of that experience, as a young adult, I came to the inescapable conclusion that the Republicans’ “southern strategy” was unconscionable, and a major source of the moral torpor that scars the GOP to this day.
Thanks for asking, Booman.
and an attitude. Progressives were the only people figuring out how to deal with that. Combine that with the strong connection that I have had to nature and growing things and understanding how we were slowly destroying our planet and having a father who drew up plans for “underground” housing and solar houses and who took the time to explain to me what would be saved if we changed our dwellings….oh yeah, and Geodesic Domes too. Sprinkle on top that my Grandmother was a Democratic Party leader in El Paso County CO her whole life and there are all of these photos from the 1950’s of all these men and this one small firey woman representing the local leadership……I don’t think I had a hope of being anything different. I still love Jimmy Carter, what a beautiful human being. I cast the first vote I was old enough to cast for Ronald Reagan because it was going to trickle down and we were all going to drive BMW’s, I was only eighteen though and sick to death of all this Democrat, Democrat, Democrat schtick I’d had to live with my whole life. Then I woke up one day and had to pay all of my own bills and reality completely ground that teenage rebellion to dust.
Is your grandmother alive? She surely loves you (wherever she is)to see you now.
Yeah, where are our BMWs? Now we have to wait for The Rapture.
I still can’t believe Bush got in office! At her funeral I gave part of her eulogy and I said that I couldn’t believe that she chose to not stick around long enough to see Bush booted. Everybody laughed because that was her attitude about it all in a nutshell and we have a few Conservatives in our family who laughed just as hard as the rest of us. When my husband had to go to Iraq she was spittin mad as hell. I guess she knew we were going to need her in higher places to pull bigger strings. Pull Grandma Pull, it’s been getting a little rough down here!
Easy, Passover and the lessons of the Seder-
When there is one not free, no one is free.
I would sit at the kitchen table and listen to my liberal brother argue politics with my conservative mother…and found myself agreeing with him much more often than with her.
In high school, I attended the Alternative School at Cubberley. My mother unwittingly signed the papers allowing me to enroll, figuring it would be a program where I would broaden my mind. Boy, did it! I learned how to question authority, and how to bullshit my way out of a lot of situations. I marched for the United Farm Workers, I told my mom I wouldn’t eat non-union produce (which didn’t faze her too much as I rarely ate vegetables anyway). (I also attended two different Christian youth groups, which reassured her that I wasn’t turning into a “godless Communist”.)
Now? My progressive belief and action stems directly from my Christianity, especially my belief that we are to care for the least of our brothers and sisters. It especially stems from my current church home in the Episcopal church (yeah, Boo, those damn Episcopalians again — no wonder Pat Robertson calls us “the spirit of the Antichrist”) — I am called in the Baptismal Covenant to work for justice and peace, and to respect the dignity of every human being.
Well, as my Lutheran pastor said every week, “here endeth the sermon”…which was the cue to wake up and get ready to stand for the Offertory..
What a lot of interesting stories.
It’s well after midnight here – into Saturday morning. The crowd of friends we’ve had round for Friday night gourmet pizzas have gone and my partner and daughters are asleep. I’ve put on the Stones’ Forty Licks to provide a bit of late-night company and inspiration: nothing like 60-something millionaires to make you think about why you are a lefty…
This thread has made me think. I’m usually a bit wary about posting too much personal detail on the ‘net because as a government employee I am pretty vulnerable due to the mismatch between my views and the regime’s.
Both my parents were brought up in Methodist families. Somewhere in the background of that is the fact that John Wesley stood for social justice. Both parents grew up with the depression, and then WWII. My father started out to be a Methodist cleric, but then got interested in the immediate post-war years in European post-war reconstruction. Travelling to the UN in the early 50s, I think he learnt about the developing world as well as the needy in Europe.
Both my parents got to know Asian students in Australia in the 1950s and my father launched an Australian non-government aid agency. I was born in the late 1950s. So I grew up with Asian and African visitors in our house and discussion about world development.
I vividly remember being 5 years old and someone telling the household that President Kennedy had been shot. I remember the party for Zambia’s independence being held in our house in 1964 – with every African student in our city attending.
I remember my father making me shine shoes for a visiting up-and-coming political leader from the yet-to-be independent Papua New Guinea in the late ’60s. Whether this was meant as a lesson for me or the visitor I’ve never worked out.
We went to live in Korea when I was 11, and I was exposed to the contadictions of living in the third world while living in the UN Village.
After returning to Australia in the early 70s, my mother took me to the Vietnam Moratorium marches. She had bought us a copy of Chairman Mao’s Little Red Book when we passed through Hong Kong. One hundred thousand people marching down the street in Melbourne together with one purpose is a thing you never ever forget.
I remember Paul Erlich and the population problem, the Club of Rome and the Limits to Growth. I remember Paolo Friere and Deschooling Society. I went to a progressive school. We watched the election of a Labor Government in 1972 after 23 years of conservative rule. The Government abolished the draft, withdrew troops from Vietnam, gave diplomatic recognition to China, included contraception in the subsidised national health scheme, abolished fees for universities, introduced equal pay for women… and that was only the first few days! The Labor Government was dismissed in a constitutional coup in 1975.
And it went on from there. Wonderful feminist and gay teachers and strong feminists as partners. Political activism more interesting than studying while at university. Police dragging me across the street by the hair while protesting against Lee Kuan Yew. Sleeping outside the South African Embassy to maintain a union picket line following the Soweto massacre and the killing of Steve Biko.
How could you not be a progressive…