i dont write many diares

i just dont have that much important stuff to say…and this is probably a mistate writing this one.

can you imagine going 6 days with no news, no internet, no radio, no tv, absolutely no knowledge of whats going on in the world?

can you imagine being in so much pain that the liquid oxycontin…the stuff they give cancer patients to handle break out pain when the morphine stops working, isnt doing a darn thing to take away the pain?

can you imagine getting pics of a giant red tumor looking thing sent to you by your surgeon and knowing they just pulled that alien thing out of your body?

can you imagine working thru the pain and the nausea and ther lack of cholocate or any other solid food fior 6 days ans nothing liquid either besides flat diet creme soda and that wont stay down….but getting up anyway to catch up on a tiny bit of news at the frog pond where i dont have to slog thru narcissistic diaries and breaking headlines that arent and armondo sucks rants….and instead finding yet another flame war and a pond empty of some of my favorite people….again.

i counted on you people to hold down the fort and be here now with action suggerstions and hope and insights i wont get anywhere else.

now i fel even sicker than i did 5 minutes ago.