I have a confession to make. The Republicans make me feel so physically ill that I couldn’t watch one second of their convention on Tuesday and I didn’t watch one second on Wednesday. This isn’t healthy for my ability to cover this campaign, but neither is having a stroke, so I have to choose my poison. I choose to do something else with my time but have my intelligence and basic sense of decency insulted.

I get enough of that reading through the news. For example, Byron York helpfully provides us with a transcript of an interview he did with President Trump in the Oval Office on Wednesday. Here’s a sample of their conversation:

TRUMP: Nobody thought that [Joe Biden] was even going to win. Because his debate performances were so bad. Frankly, his best performance was against Bernie. We’re going to call for a drug test, by the way, because his best performance was against Bernie. It wasn’t that he was Winston Churchill because he wasn’t, but it was a normal, boring debate. You know, nothing amazing happened. And we are going to call for a drug test because there’s no way — you can’t do that.

YORK: What do you think was going on?

TRUMP: I don’t know how he could have been so incompetent in his debate performances and then all of a sudden be okay against Bernie. My point is, if you go back and watch some of those numerous debates, he was so bad. He wasn’t even coherent. And against Bernie, he was. And we’re calling for a drug test.

Trump is projecting here again. But he wants us to think he is serious:

TRUMP: I think [a drug test is] appropriate. I don’t know that they’ll let me do it, but I think that they should do it.

Go back and watch his performances in some of those debates. He didn’t know where he was. And all of a sudden, he was not good, he was normal, and I don’t understand how. I don’t know if there is or not, but somebody said to me, ‘He must be on drugs.’ I don’t know if that’s true or not, but I’m asking for a drug test. Both candidates. Me, too. I take an aspirin a day.

This guy is so disrespectful to everything, whether it’s his opponent, or the process, or the truth, or his job. And there’s just not much to say about it except that I hope to hell the American people have had enough. I know I can’t take much more, and there just has to be a strong majority in this country that actually doesn’t take pleasure out of having a professional troll for a president.

Honestly, if Trump wins, I don’t know what I’ll do. Whatever it is, it won’t be like what came before. I’m not doing this for another four years.