A little Insight on Iraq from Diva

I just had a conversation with Diva about the Iraq situation and I want to get this down before I forget it.
This section began with my question to her regarding whether she thinks the troops need to stay there and I asked her Spiderleaf’s question as to what she thought about Un peacekeepers taking over…her first answer was well put blue hats on the Americans and call them peacekeepers.  
Then I asked, do you think we are causing more problems there than we are solving, answer no.  Well then what is the problem with all the bombing and killing.  
Now this gets a little involved and I will try to get it right….she says you have to understand that most of these men are uneducated, they can neither read nor write and all they know is that killing is easy #1, in the absense of power like Sadaam, they can now get away with it, with the added bonus they are now like Sadaam, the oppressor, doing their own oppressing.

She went on to say that these men do not known freedom or democracy from anything, all they know is they will be rewarded in heaven and now they have some power.

She also went on to say that a lot of the fighting is for power, they(various factions) do not want the present power structure so they are fighting for control.

So I then asked her what she thought the solution was, answer, not so easy that one, but it did have to come from within the country, the political system, etc.  Bottom line in conversation up to this point, there is no law……..

With that she had to go to take another call so I will continue the conversation and then fill in more here.

"Diva" Update and Compassion in Action

Well I have been having lots of phone calls,emails, and so on regarding Diva and this whole thing so I thought I would take some time to write some of it here and then post.  
For those unfamiliar with the story, in 2004 I searched pen pal sites to find someone in Iraq to communicate with and I found Diva’s name and wrote to her…she replied with much eagerness to have me as her pen pal and so we began our exchanges through email and instant messaging…
In January of this year she received notice that she had been accepted for the Fullbright scholarship program and would be coming to the US to study and as an aside she has extremely high scores on her tests.

Recently she revealed that she would be attending the University of Kansas at lawrence and then on July 16th left Baghdad for the US by way of Jordan, Chicago O’Hare, then to Phoenix and shuttle to University Of Arizona and Tucson for orientation before travelling on to Kansas on Sunday Aug. 5th.
Manee g has been on the case in Tucson being of much help to her and then Kansas and Ghostdancer stepped up to help on the Kansas end.
I am hoping that both Kansas and Manee will add something of their part of story to this diary.
Now for some updates on Diva.
First of all I spoke to her for a long time last night and consoled her through her tears of frustrations, fears and also joy.  She is terribly afraid to think she will have to go back to Iraq, with no relatives there and no male relatives to be sure it will not be a good place for a single female alone.
Her mother is going for sure now to syria in one month and says she is never going back to Iraq.  She also reported that the internet cafe where Diva always went to was bombed and she was witness to all the mangled bodies and cannot get it out of her head.
Ok, I want to go ahead and get this diary posted and will add more to comments later.
Thanks to Scribe for creating a new anachronism for us Compassion in Action or the new CIA.

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Words from "Diva"

Since I have been able to talk on the phone with Diva, (my Iraqi friend, if you have missed this) I was able to find the link to her blog and thus found this excellent piece she wrote in June 2005.  I asked her permission to copy and publish it here on Booman and she said yes so here goes.  
BTW she is doing well, having many adventures in the great new land for her and very much looking forward to the University of Kansas at Lawrence.
There is a tiny, well maybe big problem she has with arriving in Lawrence on Aug. 5, but her apt. will not be ready till Aug. 11.  Her funds are low so living arrangements will be hard to finance till that date, so I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions for what she might do in the interim.  

Civilized Fanaticism
“A Tribute to American Soldiers”

by Diva, 2005

It was a cold and rainy Christmas Day in Baghdad, but other than these two natural phenomena there was nothing suggestive of the festive spirit of Christmas. Work was not only a necessity, but also a dejection-proof haven to take minds off contemplating the gloominess of that bleak morning.

For American soldiers that morning had a more dramatic tinge of melancholy. Some probably never had the chance to enjoy a family get-together since their first deployment in 2003. What an awful time it must have been for the father, the lover and the only son!
Throwing oneself a little party might prove a suitable distraction – or so did John Doe believe! After all, isn’t celebration what people mostly do on Christmas?!?

My friend works in the Green Zone; Baghdad’s most explosive regions, being the most densely settled by U.S. officials and servicemen. As she prepares herself for the routine inspection at one of several check points, she catches sight of an American soldier whose sense of homesickness seemed to have reached an unbearable level on Christmas Day! Topping his Humvee, he placed a couple-of-inches tall tree decorated meagerly with whatever decorative ornaments he could find lying around – including a golden star he fixed at the upper tip of the tiny-tiny tree. Determined to enjoy himself to the fullest with absolute nonchalance to his surroundings – people, events or weather conditions – John Doe chanted at the top of his voice every single Christmas song and carol known to American ear – old and new, classical and popular!
“ It’s as if he had spent the night before reviewing the songs, memorizing the lyrics and making sure he had not forgotten a single carol!” , she said.

-“ Iraqis stood watching, while being inspected, with their eyes fixed on the singing bird, while almost every one of his companions was complaining that their mate had a terrible voice , unfit to singe a single note!!!”, my friend gleefully explained.

“The level of impatience heightened and culminated when a soldiers from a neighboring check point left his post at full speed and, on reaching his homesick comrade, picked up a few stones and stated throwing them impatiently at the songbird and helplessly begging him to “shut up man, please!!!”

“Did he stop singing??!”, I anxiously inquired.
“You have no idea how briskly and cunningly he avoided the stones. Not even a single one hit him!!!”

When my friend was communicating the scene to me on the phone we both were laughing and thinking what a funny scene it must have been! Less than half an hour later I realized that it implied crushing bitterness and harsh reality. I began to realize that fellow soldiers did not grow impatient because their mate could not sing a note, but because his outspoken sorrow began to stir their own grief and gall their own wounds.

I remember I asked my friend what she thought were the Iraqis reactions to this incident. She said it was hard to decide; “some thought the guy lost his mind, others were totally indifferent while others experienced an instant relief of satisfied retaliation!!!”
“Really!?!?”, I asked shockingly.

When our phone call terminated I pondered those reactions over and over. For several days they haunted me like my own shadow. Many questions tinkled in my head: “Have the Iraqis grown too absorbed in their political conflicts that they became so apathetic to significant implications of certain events?? Are they willfully overlooking the humane side of their temperament simply because that same side was never appreciated throughout the history of Iraq, and particularly during the last 35 years?? Are we feigning heartlessness to use it as a cover-up to conceal our weaknesses and distract ourselves from our frustrations??

It is often observed that those who had suffered abuse tend to inflict abuse. A father, severely abused while a child, tends in most cases to abuse his children, and his behavior is almost always premeditated. Even history teaches us that the oppressed often oppress their fellow victims instead of teaming up with them.
Contemplating historical evidence and common instances from real life confirmed to me that an avid appetite to fulfill an ardent need for retaliation and bloodshed is consuming the heart of many Iraqis hearing about or reading about the high rate of casualties and suicides among American servicemen.

 This desire is so powerful that it deviates Iraqis from the course they ought to take, the road towards reconstruction, and pouring their full attention on gall and virulence. What a deplorable fact! To take refuge from the grisly political scene into the misery of fellow human beings!

As early as the outbreak of the war every single American soldier has become the incarnation of President Bush; a symbol that stands not only for a hated president, but also for a hated culture and a hated country. This is the worst form of insularity and narrow-mindedness. Fanaticism in this case puts on its ugliest outfits and it is entirely different from insurgence or “armed fanaticism”. It is not the fanaticism of coarse illiterate insurgents and cutthroats or the bigotry of religious extremists and political ringleaders.

It is the bigotry of common people and average citizens; many of whom are well-educated, honorable active society members and presumably civilized, but whose primitive impulses, empowered by upbringing and tradition, still enjoy free play. This is not uncommon in the Arab world countries where contradictions between a glittering polished exterior and a savage tribal interior are strikingly shocking. Elegant suits, shiny shoes, multiple college degrees, expensive cars, fancy homes, self-conscious poses and holier-than-thou attitudes all serve as camouflage to beautify the frightful features of what lies beneath.

Tough times bring these contradictions more conspicuously to the surface, especially when there is a conscious knowledge that giving free play to those primitive instincts will bring certain material gains or emotional satisfactions. A homesick soldier, an amputated soldier, a large number of casualties, careworn families back home and an alarming rate of suicides all gratify a desire to “get even” in the hearts of many of Iraq’s civilized fanatics : “You did this to me and my people, I’m glad this is happening to you and your people!!!” Result: Desolation and misery for both parties. Meaning of the result: A total failure of humanity in the 21st century.

I maintain e-mail correspondence with many American families who have sons, daughters, or husbands serving in Iraq and they confirm that the soldiers’ morale is so low that at many times the families get the feeling that they won’t hear again from their beloved ones not for combat reasons but because their depression is on the verge of suicide. I can’t think of any reason why such a miserable state of affairs should provide me with any conceivable amount of pleasure that I “got even”! Even though each morning I go to work realizing I might not get to see my mother again because of what’s happening in the streets, even though I sat writing this article by candlelight, and it’s overstraining my poor eyesight because of lack of power supply, even though I’m freezing in my own room because of fuel crisis and even though I’m perfectly aware of the flaws and drawbacks of U.S. policy in Iraq, my desire to keep my humane feelings alive tells me that none of these young people is directly or personally responsible for what’s happening all over Iraq. I can’t bring myself to believe that there’s a cut and dried solution for the problems of Iraq in the figure of a 20-year old soldier pointing a gun to his head thinking that this is the best way out!

A great number of these soldiers do not agree with their government’s policies and many others are bitterly indignant at their president, but they all believe and agree that it is their duty to do what they are doing. They believe that their sacrifices are not a personal favor they are doing for their president, but it’s their obligation to their country that guides them along the way.

Not long ago we’ve been working on a project in our company which required a daily survey of ads published in every newspaper issued in Iraq since the deposition of Saddam and the rise of free press. I was the person responsible for this survey and, almost everyday, at least 5 out of 10 newspapers boasted smashing Iraqi victories by putting pictures of wounded soldiers, soldiers under severe stress, soldiers contemplating family pictures, soldiers in tears or soldiers in caskets on the way home, with such captions and sidebars as “These are Bush’s Pets!” or “These are America’s Baby Dolls!” or “This is How Iraqis Punish!”. The pride and relief mixed with burning vindictiveness which many of my co-workers or visitors expressed is as powerful and vainglorious as that a Roman citizen boasted in the heydays of the Roman Empire!

Even though such pictures are often side by side with pictures of Iraqi casualties and wounded Iraqi children in hospitals, the sense of overwhelming satisfaction generated by soldiers’ pictures somehow stifles the sense of sympathy which a human being should likewise feel on seeing a child in so much pain. It is as if the placing of the two images side by side somehow diminishes the effect of tribulation caused by one image and causes the viewer to experience a counterbalancing soothing effect caused by the other. This, of course, is a sad case of wishful thinking. Any body with average mental powers can tell the difference between a homesick soldier and a toy soldier! A sense of homesickness does not mean that the soldier who’s experiencing it is not a fierce fighter. These are two completely different concepts, so why use one to distort the other?!?

It is true, and has to be admitted, that wars originate rancor and cause people to nurse grudges not only against their foes but also against one another. But neither in history nor in contemporary affairs do we find evidence to support the view that vindictiveness cured people’s physical or emotional wounds, reformed societies, restored peace and prosperity to a war-stricken nation, enriched lives, purged souls or wiped out evil. On the contrary, blood baths are made deeper and manslaughter turn into a sport whenever feuds are fostered and animosities are given free play.

Hurray!! Diva Arrives from Iraq, + Grandson Born

I just got home after a hectic day at my daughters house watching my grandson as his mother was in hospital having baby.  While I was there my Iraqi friend Diva called home phone and cell phone….problem is my son had cell phone and since I had never set up voice mail retrieval I cannot listen to her message yet.  Son is working on it now.  
Anyway, she is here, in Arizona and alive.
So I still haven’t talked to her, but hope to very soon.  
Now I await the arrival of grandbaby, sometime tonight.
I am relived on the one hand about Diva but still have all the waiting to do with grandbaby..
Just wanted to let you all know and I will keep you posted about Diva and baby as soon as I know more!
SHE DID IT!!!!!

(Update, baby matthew has arrived, 7lb. 10 oz)

I made the following as a comment down thread but thought I would copy and put here so you can read the update first.

Diva had quite a trip getting here, she went from Iraq to Jordan to Chicago O’Hare, which she said was bigger than Baghdad. Then missed her connection to Phoenix and had to overnight in C. She flew alone the whole way, apparently all the students fly alone and hope for the best. Some of course have lost their luggage and Diva did for a time but finally got it back..

There are some things I will write about another time like these things and then having them to pay for shuttle to Tuscon, no one to greet anywhere. If I had only known at least we could have had some bootribbers meet her in Chicago and Phoenix.

She will also have to pay to get from Kansas City to Lawrence Kansas so I am hoping someone in or near that city can pick her up at airport and transport her.
Do we have any bootribbers near there that can help.

She wants to live off campus once in Lawrence, so she will need some help with walking her through the process and then hopefully tribbers can send some donations of household items, etc. to help her to get set up. Ghostdancer has offered to help out as he lives near Lawrence.

She is suffering culture shock in a big way, as I am sure you can imagine, and has been a little sad at some of the things so far, but she brightened up when I told her of the fabulous bootribbers, (like Mannee who will meet her tonight) and Ghostdancer.

Thanks everyone for all your kind words for both Diva and my new grandbaby, I will write more as time goes on and maybe ask for your help with Diva.

Wouldn’t you just know it????

As I am sitting here counting down to the time when my Iraqi friend Diva leaves Iraq, (Sunday) to come here for her Fullbright Scholarship assignment, all hell breaks loose in the Middle East, or should I call it the Middle Earth…
Anyway, I am just sick with worry, not to mention that her mother is headed for Syria to wait for Diva to complete her time in the US.  Poor Diva’s mom maybe be heading out of the frying pan right into the fire…How unlucky can you get I wonder.  Diva and her mother, indeed all the people in that area have endured so many years of war and hardship, how I wonder do they keep on going, have any positive thoughts at all….It is a mystery!
I hope all you who have a mind to will join me in sending positive thoughts and if so inclined, add your prayers, that Diva can make it out of there.
Just a couple more days is all she needs, please powers of the Universe let that be accomplished.

Froggy Bottom Cafe, Anniversary, Closed


Hi everyone, one year ago today, the cafe was launched and the name voted on and chosen.  Can you believe it has been that long and the cafe is going strong, even stronger than when it was started.
I want to take some time to give a great big thankyou to a lot of people, top of the list is AndiF who became  as she calls it, the unofficial person in charge, and we all owe her a big debt for her untiring work on behalf of the cafe.  To a large extent she is the reason the cafe is still operating.

Also many thanks go out to Maneegee, Cabin Girl,Brother Feldspar, Olivia, Izzy, Katiebird, Brementown Musician, Zander, Kansas, Maryb(not sure of her screen name), second nature, family man, and some others I can’t remember at this time but they have all contributed in great measure to this success of this grand cafe.

So Now I would like to ask for all you cafe’ers, how about jumping in and offering to host cafe’s and become a part of this in an even bigger way.  Volunteers sign up here!!!!!
Just to end this cafe intro properly, welcome to the site, come on in and enjoy the food, the drinks, the conversations, the people, the fun, the community this site has become.

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PS:  Shirl has some errands to run, and when she gets back she will join us in the cafe…
Tons of Love and buckets of hugs to all!!!!!

Finally some good news from Iraq Friend

Yesterday, I received the first email from my dear friend Diva in Iraq in six months and first of all I have to say I am exceedingly thankful that she is still alive.  But there is more, finally she will be traveling to the US to attend school with a Fullbright Scholarship.
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The school that has been selected for her will be the University of Kansas at Lawrence, a fact she is none to happy about as she preferred the North East Coast schools, but she had no choice in the matter.  In any case she is glad to have the chance to get out of there at least for a year and to study for her Masters.
She will be leaving around the 13th or 14th of July and will first go to Tucson, Ar. to attend 3 weeks of preparatory school before heading to Kansas.  I am hoping that Maneegee, will consider meeting up with her while she is there.  
It would be so lovely if she could fly to Ca. while in Arizona but that may be a little to much to hope for.
She reports to me that the situation there is horrible at best, with only 2 hours electricity per day and they are just sweltering, not to mention the whole other mess there.

Meanwhile I am just beside myself with joy at this good news and I ask the powers of the Universe to deliver her safely to the airport down that long dangerous road and then to the shores of the grand old USA.

Well I just had to share this good news with all of you who have followed this story for the past year.

Angels Don’t Play This Haarp

I have been interested in this subject for many years now and as we see the devastating weather conditions that have been so prevelent lately, as well as the looming prospect of global warming, I think it is time to take another look at this ‘project’.  This referenced and linked article says it so much better than I could so I quote part of it here, but a simple google of HAARP yields countless other articles on the subject for your perusal.

The Military’s Pandora’s Box
by Dr. Nick Begich and Jeane Manning

This article was prepared to provide a summary of the contents of a book written in 1995 which describes an entirely new class of weapons. The weapons and their effects are described in the following pages. The United States Navy and Air Force have joined with the University of Alaska, Fairbanks, to build a prototype for a ground based “Star Wars” weapon system located in the remote bush country of Alaska.
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The individuals who are demanding answers about HAARP are scattered around the planet. As well as bush dwellers in Alaska, they include: a physician in Finland; a scientist in Holland; an anti-nuclear protester in Australia; independent physicists in the United States; a grandmother in Canada, and countless others.

Unlike the protests of the 1960s the objections to HAARP have been registered using the tools of the 1990s. From the Internet, fax machines, syndicated talk radio and a number of alternative print mediums the word is getting out and people are waking up to this new intrusion by an over zealous United States government.

The research team put together to gather the materials which eventually found their way into the book never held a formal meeting, never formed a formal organization. Each person acted like a node on a planetary info-spirit-net with one goal held by all — to keep this controversial new science in the public eye. The result of the team’s effort was a book which describes the science and the political ramifications of this technology.

That book, Angels Don’t Play this HAARP: Advances in Tesla Technology, has 230 pages. This article will only give the highlights. Despite the amount of research (350 footnoted sources), at its heart it is a story about ordinary people who took on an extraordinary challenge in bringing their research forward.

HAARP Boils the Upper Atmosphere

HAARP will zap the upper atmosphere with a focused and steerable electromagnetic beam. It is an advanced model of an “ionospheric heater.” (The ionosphere is the electrically-charged sphere surrounding Earth’s upper atmosphere. It ranges between 40 to 60 miles above the surface of the Earth.)

Put simply, the apparatus for HAARP is a reversal of a radio telescope; antenna send out signals instead of receiving. HAARP is the test run for a super-powerful radiowave-beaming technology that lifts areas of the ionosphere by focusing a beam and heating those areas. Electromagnetic waves then bounce back onto earth and penetrate everything — living and dead.

HAARP publicity gives the impression that the High-frequency Active Auroral Research Program is mainly an academic project with the goal of changing the ionosphere to improve communications for our own good. However, other U.S. military documents put it more clearly — HAARP aims to learn how to “exploit the ionosphere for Department of Defense purposes.” Communicating with submarines is only one of those purposes.

Press releases and other information from the military on HAARP continually downplay what it could do. Publicity documents insist that the HAARP project is no different than other ionospheric heaters operating safely throughout the world in places such as Arecibo, Puerto Rico, Tromso, Norway, and the former Soviet Union. However, a 1990 government document indicates that the radio-frequency (RF) power zap will drive the ionosphere to unnatural activities.

” … at the highest HF powers available in the West, the instabilities commonly studied are approaching their maximum RF energy dissipative capability, beyond which the plasma processes will ‘runaway’ until the next limiting factor is reached.”

If the military, in cooperation with the University of Alaska Fairbanks, can show that this new ground-based “Star Wars” technology is sound, they both win. The military has a relatively-inexpensive defense shield and the University can brag about the most dramatic geophysical manipulation since atmospheric explosions of nuclear bombs. After successful testing, they would have the military megaprojects of the future and huge markets for Alaska’s North Slope natural gas.

Looking at the other patents which built on the work of a Texas’ physicist named Bernard Eastlund, it becomes clearer how the military intends to use the HAARP transmitter. It also makes governmental denials less believable. The military knows how it intends to use this technology, and has made it clear in their documents. The military has deliberately misled the public, through sophisticated word games, deceit and outright disinformation.

The military says the HAARP system could:

Give the military a tool to replace the electromagnetic pulse effect of atmospheric thermonuclear devices (still considered a viable option by the military through at least 1986)

Replace the huge Extremely Low Frequency (ELF) submarine communication system operating in Michigan and Wisconsin with a new and more compact technology

Be used to replace the over-the-horizon radar system that was once planned for the current location of HAARP, with a more flexible and accurate system

Provide a way to wipe out communications over an extremely large area, while keeping the military’s own communications systems working

Provide a wide area earth-penetrating tomography which, if combined with the computing abilities of EMASS and Cray computers, would make it possible to verify many parts of nuclear nonproliferation and peace agreements

Be a tool for geophysical probing to find oil, gas and mineral deposits over a large area

Be used to detect incoming low-level planes and cruise missiles, making other technologies obsolete

The above abilities seem like a good idea to all who believe in sound national defense, and to those concerned about cost-cutting. However, the possible uses which the HAARP records do not explain, and which can only be found in Air Force, Army, Navy and other federal agency records, are alarming. Moreover, effects from the reckless use of these power levels in our natural shield — the ionosphere — could be cataclysmic according to some scientists. (please see the linkfor the complete article.

So I ask these questions, have you heard of HAARP and what are your thoughts on this project, good or bad for the earth and it’s inhabitants, or What the hell do they think they are doing.  Just another example to me of dabbling in things we know not what the effects will be.