Today’s yin and yang of loss

Hans Rosling died at 68. He was a Swedish physician and statistician. His TED talks made him a celebrity because he was able to take complex ideas, with vast data sets, and present them in clear comprehensible forms. When I was teaching and wanted my students, 6th graders, to present their ideas with data, I would model a presentation in the style of Rosling to give them an idea of how to make the data clear to the audience. He was a master of clarity.

More on Rosling: https://www.bloomberg.com/view/articles/2017-02-08/one-man-s-quest-for-statistical-truth

Professor Irwin Corey died at 102. His obfuscatory linguistic prowess was beyond the clarity and reproach of Dogberry. Write that down. He was so attuned to the eggrigously inhibitory elucidations of the pseudo punditry that he presaged the alternative factual vacuousness of today by decades. It is a shame that he lived to eat ice cream and egg drop soup during the age that his coefficient of confabulation expelled exponentially became the aggrieved norm.

More on Corey: http://www.npr.org/sections/thetwo-way/2017/02/07/513879165/the-worlds-foremost-authority-has-died-p
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book report

In the past few weeks, I have read three outstanding books about science, mathematics, astronomy, physics, and the role women have played in them in the past 150 years.

Before the advent of electronic computational machines, a computer was a human using a pencil and paper, perhaps with a slide rule, later with a mechanical calculator. This work often involved churning out tables of logarithms, roots, and trigonometric functions. Occasionally calculators were used to compute something  more interesting like how far away is that star; or how to get John Glen back from space; or how to send a probe out to visit Jupiter, Saturn Neptune and Uranus on the cheap.

Dava Sobel’s The Glass Universe begins with the women computers at Harvard shortly after the Civil War. Several Nobel prizes have their origins in the work of these women. The glass photographic plates, hence the name of the book, contained spectrographic data on stars taken over time by Harvard’s various telescopes. It was the women computers who analyzed this data and were responsible for many of the astronomical discoveries of the later 19th and early 20th centuries. When a star or galaxy is said to be X many billion light years from our galaxy, it is because of these women.

Hidden Figures is probably the most famous of the books since it has been made into an excellent Oscar nominated movie. Margo Lee Shetterly engages us with the personal stories of the women of NASA’s Space Task Group before there was even a NASA. These women were combating not only the sexism that women in STEM fields face, they were African-American women in staunchly segregationist Virginia. Not only with pencil and paper did they plot the trajectories of the Mercury and other space missions, they also became some of the first computer programmers in NASA.

The last of the three that I read was Nathalia Holt’s Rise of the Rocket Girls. While Shetterly’s book is focused on Langley, VA, Holt’s female rocket scientists are at Jet Propulsion Laboratory in CA. She blends the work of JPL’s projects with the lives of the principal figures and the changing times of the 50s, 60s, and 70s. Shetterly brings the lives and impact of the women in the book all the way up to the present.

All three authors tell engaging stories on both scientific and human levels. They are a wonderful triptych of human curiosity, the changing role of women in science, and the history of science.

4th Graders Free Parks Pass

4th graders and their families get a free parks, national monuments, and federal lands pass under Pres. Obamas initiative.
http://abcnews.go.com/Politics/white-house-picked-4th-graders-free-national-park/story
According to a White House official, the school grade was decided on for “logistical, educational and instructional reasons.”

“NPS and other land and water agencies already have 4th grade programming in place in many locations,” the official said. “Many states focus on state history during the 4th grade, which aligns well with what NPS and other land managers have to offer.”

I think this is great.

Several years ago Andi and I were hiking in the Grand Canyon. We were going down the South Kaibab trail to Phantom Ranch. We kept leapfrogging a pair of late twenties-ish hikers with three 9 or 10 year-old boys. There did not seem to be any familial connection between them.

At the ranger led campfire at the Ranch that night, the boys to everyone’s delight answered every question the ranger posed. She finally asked then how they knew so much about GCNP. The answer was wonderful to me. The boys, in chorus said, “Our teacher taught us!”

The ranger said you must have a good teacher. And then asked who is your teacher. Expecting the teacher’s name, I’m sure she was surprised when the boys pointed to the the woman accompanying them and again in chorus said, “She is.”

On the way back up to the rim the next day on the Bright Angel Trail, I got to talk with the couple with the boys. They were teachers at a private school in San Diego. Francis Parker rings a bell but I wouldn’t swear to it. The school had held a fund raising auction. These two teachers, the other adult turned out to be the boy’s PE teacher, had auctioned off a trip to GCNP. A parent had provided an RV to use for the trip.

It was a trip, I’m sure, the five of them will never forget. I haven’t.

What does this have to do with Pres. Obama’s initiative? It’s this. Getting kids and their families into the parks is the best way to preserve and expand the parks. If the national parks, monuments, and wild lands  are seen as the preserves of old farts like me, they have a limited audience. But if families and kids engage with nature in the parks, the future is bright – not just for the parks but for nature.

PF

Brian Williams: Lying liars and the lies our memory tells us

In the movie musical Gigi, Maurice Chevalier and Hermoinie Gingold sing “I Remember it Well.” The song could have, for good reason, been titled “I Misremember it Well.” In fact there’s even an academic study with that title.
http://www.researchgate.net/publication/6478926_I_misremember_it_well_why_older_adults_are_unreliabl
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The New Yorker published a piece a few days ago on flash-bulb memory, no doubt sparked by Brian Williams misremembered event from Iraq. Those are memories formed during periods of or situations that cause heightened emotions. It’s a good read.
http://www.newyorker.com/science/maria-konnikova/idea-happened-memory-recollection

Another excellent piece on memory is on the Australian Radio National website. When the show was broadcast in Dec. of 2012, my 90 year-old mother was less than a year away from death due to dementia/Alzheimer’s (We don’t know; we didn’t have an autopsy performed.) We’d been watching her memory fail for several years so anything that had to do with memory caught my attention. I was glad when it showed up in my podcast feed back then.
http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/memory—the-thread-of-life/4409988
The full transcript of the half hour audio version is available at the link.

And then there’s this problem with memory that may be an outgrowth of the same neroplascicity that allows stroke victims to recover function. Every time we remember something, we change the memory.
http://www.northwestern.edu/newscenter/stories/2012/09/your-memory-is-like-the-telephone-game.html

I saw this in my mother in the way events in stories would tell would morph and conflate with other events. Sometimes things that couldn’t have possibly happen would appear in a well known family event. Sometimes things would seeming appear out of whole cloth.

Example:
One evening I got a phone call from Mom.
Mom: Jimmy, do you remember when you and Andi took me to France.
Me: (involuntary laugh – WRONG THING TO DO!) No, Mom we never took you to France. (the wrong thing to say)
Mom: You’re lying. (phone slams down)

Mom never went to France at anytime in her life. Until the last year or two, Mom was a lifelong avid reader, devourer of books is more accurate. I’m sure that some of her “memories” of that trip were based on books she’d read or TV shows she’d watched, or possibly my dad’s recollections of his time in France during WW2. Somehow her brain put those pieces together in some way and pulled us in as the vehicle to make the story make sense.

lifehacker has an especially good article that covers many of the problems of our memory and ways we can improve it.
http://lifehacker.com/why-your-memory-sucks-and-what-you-can-do-about-it-596782066

Thanks for the memories.

Closing Independence Day weekend

Lt. Sulu is still taking us to places where most of us have never ventured.

When he was a child, George Takei and his family were forced into an internment camp for Japanese-Americans, as a “security” measure during World War II. 70 years later, Takei looks back at how the camp shaped his surprising, personal definition of patriotism and democracy.

This talk was presented to a local audience at TEDxKyoto, an independent event. TED editors featured it among our selections on the home page.

LINK to TED Talk 

Independence Day evening reading

Externalizing the costs of the Texas Miracle

LINK to Texas Tribune article

It’s hard to argue with the job creation numbers they tout. Since 2003, a third of the net new jobs created in the United States were in Texas. And there are real people in those jobs, people with families to feed.

There’s something about the thriving economy, though, that state leaders rarely mention: Texas has led the nation in worker fatalities for seven of the last 10 years, and when Texans get hurt or killed on the job, they have some of the weakest protections and stingiest benefits in the country.

While Texas has a Division of Workers’ Compensation, it is the only state that doesn’t require any private employer to carry workers’ compensation insurance or a private equivalent, so more than 500,000 people have no occupational benefits when they get injured at work. That means they often rely on charities or taxpayers to pay for their care.

Col. Klink knew nothing by choice.
Now he’d know nothing because of that NDA he signed.

LINK to Washington Post article 

In November 2012, the U.S. Department of Energy asked contract employees at the Hanford plutonium processing plant in Washington state to take an unusual oath.

The DOE wanted them to sign nondisclosure agreements that prevented them from reporting wrongdoing at the nation’s most contaminated nuclear facility without getting approval from an agency supervisor. The agreements also barred them from using any information for financial gain, a possible violation of federal whistleblower laws, which allow employees to collect reward money for reporting wrongdoing.
Donna Busche reluctantly signed the agreement.

“It was a gag order,” said Busche, 51, who served as the manager of environmental and nuclear safety at the Hanford waste treatment facility for a federal contractor until she was fired in February after raising safety concerns. “The message was pretty clear: `Don’t say anything to anyone, or else.’ ”

The company that fired Busche, URS, has said her termination was unrelated to her whistleblowing. Busche and another employee testified before Congress in March at a hearing called by Sen. Claire McCaskill (D-Mo.) to examine the handling of whistleblowers at Hanford.

Beyond the reach of the law: The Police

LINK to Washington Post article

As it turns out, a number of SWAT teams in the Bay State are operated by what are called law enforcement councils, or LECs.

/snip

Some of these LECs have also apparently incorporated as 501(c)(3) organizations. And it’s here that we run into problems. According to the ACLU, the LECs are claiming that the 501(c)(3) status means that they’re private corporations, not government agencies. And therefore, they say they’re immune from open records requests. Let’s be clear. These agencies oversee police activities. They employ cops who carry guns, wear badges, collect paychecks provided by taxpayers and have the power to detain, arrest, injure and kill. They operate SWAT teams, which conduct raids on private residences. And yet they say that because they’ve incorporated, they’re immune to Massachusetts open records laws.

Beyond the reach of the law: Blackwater

LINK to New York Times article 

Just weeks before Blackwater guards fatally shot 17 civilians at Baghdad’s Nisour Square in 2007, the State Department began investigating the security contractor’s operations in Iraq. But the inquiry was abandoned after Blackwater’s top manager there issued a threat: “that he could kill” the government’s chief investigator and “no one could or would do anything about it as we were in Iraq,” according to department reports.

And those are the happy stories.

An Unpublished Writer, 1922-2013 #4

Mom wrote a lot of poems covering a wide range of feelings. Here are four of them.
The first two are polar opposites, and the last two were written within weeks of the births of her grand daughters.

VITAL SIGNS

The vacuum that is the day
begins with waking from sleep
filled with dreams more alive
than my living.

The silence of the house
pushes in until the air is filled
with wet cotton and to breathe
is to die.

My twenty-four hours stretch ahead
like a road going nowhere
through a sterile void
in a barren world.

If the phone should ring
the vibration would never stop.
But I would not hear it, only feel
the ripples of sound against my skin.

I need a purpose,
a voice to speak my name.
Then I will know that I am
and that I still live.

Martha Ferguson
1996

TOUCH OF LOVE

You touch my heart.

Not the animated muscle
that keeps me breathing,
and the blood circulating
and enables me to think and move.

You touch my heart.

The inner core of me
that gives me pleasure and pain,
makes me cry and laugh,
see beauty and feel joy.

You create love when
you touch my heart.

Martha Ferguson
2006

WISHES FOR KENZIE

Sunshine in daytime,
Starshine at night.
Cloudless skies
Always bright.
Joy and love
surrounding you.
And all your wishes
coming true.

Grandma
March, 2001

Martha Ferguson

WISHES FOR ELLIE

A bluebird on your shoulder,
Diamond dewdrops on the grass.
Butterflies and fireflies
Dancing as you pass.
Sunshine in daytime,
Moonbeams at night,
So that your pathway
Will always be bright.
Happiness and joy
All your life through.
Gentleness and love
Ever surrounding you.

Grandma
August, 1997

Martha Ferguson

Previous posts in this series of my mom’s writing:

WORLD WAR II, WELDING AND ME!

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 1 – The Family & Food

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 2 – Working

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 3 – Housing

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 4 – Enterprise, Entertainment, & The Larger World

SWEET STUFF

An Unpublished Writer, 1922-2013 #3

Even until a few weeks before Mom’s death she always had a jar of candy, usually dark chocolate, nearby. I think I knew when she stopped being interested in candy that the end wasn’t far off. Mom’s love of sweets was passed on to me.

I hope you are having a sweet holiday season and that it continues through the new year. Here are a some of my mom’s sweet memories about her love of sweets and a sweet recipe.

SWEET STUFF

When I went to the grocery store today I treated myself to a bag of Dove’s Dark Chocolates. I know very well that such as that should not be a part of my diet (?); however I do have a sweet tooth and every once in a while I indulge it.

The candy counter of today is a far cry from what it used to be back in the days of my childhood. I remember when Grandad used to take me to a little confectionery store on Charlestown Road in New Albany. We lived on Silver Street, so it was a matter of three blocks or so, and part of the way was up a little hill, so it seemed a long way for my three-year-old legs. I think he usually took me on the weekend, and I would have a nickel to spend. Such riches!

Once we got there the fun began. There were little chocolate pigs, peppermint sticks, all-day suckers (and they were large enough to really last all day!), and red-hots. There were licorice sticks, which I never liked, and big round jawbreakers, which Mother wouldn’t let me have for fear I would choke to death. Most of the candies were two or three for penny, and spending a nickel could take a long time. Grandad used to get impatient while I struggled with the big decision as to how to get the most for my money. Chocolate pigs and peppermint sticks usually won out, I think.

And then there was Byrd’s. This was a candy store and soda fountain on Pearl Street in New Albany, and they made their own candy. The smell alone was worth the trip and would probably add 10 pounds to my waistline today. When I was taken down town, and as a special treat, we would go to Byrd’s. I remember caramel covered marshmallows, each wrapped in its own little waxed paper square, and they were called Majesta’s or Queen Anne’s. And the hard candy, spun out like ribbons and curved back and forth in glistening strips. Chocolates with cream centers (hand dipped, of course), chocolate molded in wonderful shapes, trays of peanut brittle – a treasure trove for a skinny kid.

During the Depression money for candy was scarce for most kids. But Daddy worked for Bradas & Gheens Candy Company in Louisville. He didn’t make much money, but the benefits were great for me. Also his brother, Shorty, worked for the Indiana Candy Company, a wholesale distributor in New Albany. Broken chunks of chocolate, slightly defective peppermint sticks and out of shape Easter eggs, along with bunnies minus an ear, all found their way home, from one source or another. I was awash in a sea of candy. No wonder I had a bad complexion. I finally got to the point of not caring much for candy for a while, but I was very popular with the kids in the neighborhood.

When I was small my mother worked for the B.C. Holmes Paint Company, which was next door to the Indiana Candy Company. A big highlight of my life was when mother took me to work with her for a Saturday morning. Not only did I get to play with the big Royal typewriter and the adding machine, we also paid a visit to her friend, Mary, next door. Mary was a chocolate dipper and packer, and she would have a marble slab in front of her with a lovely glob of chocolate on it. She would dip a cream center in it, give it a swirl, and like a baby bird my mouth would fly open and Mary would pop the chocolate in. Needless to say, I always went home half sick.

There has been a candy shop in Jeffersonville for many years, owned by the Schimpff family. At one time they sold sandwiches and such, and had a soda fountain, but they have been known mainly for their candy. The most potent memory I have is of their red hots. Made in a large sheet, then broken into small stained glass pieces, they were beautiful to look at and wonderful to eat. When I was in high school we would walk “down town” on our lunch hour and come back carrying a little white bag and the classrooms would reek of cinnamon all afternoon.

The store closed temporarily a few years ago because the last living Schimpff candy maker died. But it is open again, courtesy of a family member in California who is going to move to Jeff. The last time I was down home I tripped and fell into the store; blew $10 before you could say “scat.” And the soda fountain is working, too.

When there was enough of the makings in the house, mother or Sis (my great-aunt) would make home-made fudge. This was a bit iffy at times, since a candy thermometer was a luxury we could not afford. It took a lot of consultation to decide when a good-sized dollop of candy, dropped into a cup of cold water, had reached the “soft ball” stage. You didn’t want the finished product to be gooey, although it was delicious eaten with a spoon, and you certainly didn’t want it to go to sugar. Timing was everything

Taffy pulls were fun, even if the end result was a trifle grubby. A friend of the family had a recipe for taffy that was handed down from mother to eldest daughter. They made and sold pounds every winter, and when you tucked a chunk in your mouth and it went from rock-hard to chewy, you knew the true meaning of “melt in your mouth.” The eldest daughter died quite young, and the mother was well into her nineties when she died. I’d love to know who has the taffy recipe.

During my dad’s sojourn at the candy factory he developed a great admiration for peppermint stick candy makers. As long as he had a memory bank he would tell anyone who would listen how to make peppermint candy and how the striping was done with great delicacy and skill.

I still have a sweet tooth that runs rampant at times, especially pertaining to chocolate. But nothing competes with the sweet memories of yesteryear’s candy. Godiva choclates, and those of Schimpff’s, run a close second if push comes to shove!

– Martha Ferguson

Mom was a very accomplished baker. One of my favorite cakes of hers was applesauce cake. She would make it throughout the year, but I always associate it with the period from Thanksgiving through New Years.

Applesauce Cake

Sift in a bowl
2 cups all purpose flour
1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda
3/4 teaspoon salt

Prepare in a separate bowl *
3/4 cup of cut up dates
3/4 cup of raisins
3/4 cup of chopped pecans and or walnuts

Toss two tablespoons of the flower mix in with the dates, raisins, and nuts and set aside.

Mix in a large mixer bowl:
1/2 cup soft shortening
1/2 teaspoon of ground cloves
1/2 teaspoon of allspice
1/2 teaspoon of cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon of nutmeg
2 tablespoons of cocoa

Add 1 1/2 cups of granulated sugar, mixing well.
Add 2 eggs, one at a time.

At low speed, into egg mixture beat the rest of the flour mixture with 1 1/2 cups of applesauce.

Beat until just smooth; stir in date, raisin, nut mixture..

Bake in tube pan for 55-60 minutes at 350°.

DO NOT TURN THE PAN UPSIDE DOWN TO COOL. The cake will fall out in pieces if you do. Wait until cake is thoroughly cool to remove from pan.

* You can use all raisins or any combination of date, raisins, or nuts, just as long as you use 2 1/4 cups total. Have also used candied fruit.

Previous posts in this series of my mom’s writing:

WORLD WAR II, WELDING AND ME!

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 1 – The Family & Food

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 2 – Working

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 3 – Housing

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 4 – Enterprise, Entertainment, & The Larger World

An Unpublished Writer, 1922-2013 #2.4

Here’s the final installment of my mom’s Great Depression recollections. Today would have been her 91st birthday.

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 4 – Enterprise, Entertainment, & The Larger World

One summer Daddy and Roy [Roy was my grandfather’s brother-in-law. – Jim] decided to run a huckster wagon. For those of you who are unfamiliar with that term, they became house-to-house peddlers. We must have had a surplus of produce in the garden that year, because every morning they would load up the vegetables on the old truck and sally forth to make money. The problem was that they felt so sorry for the would-be-buyers that had no money, they sold on tick and literally gave away their profit, as well as their produce. That venture was doomed from the start.

Daddy and Roy always reminded me somewhat of Tom Sawyer and Huck Finn. Nobody in the family were really drinkers, but when boredom set in they did strange things. During Prohibition somebody in the family was always making a batch of home brew, which smelled good and tasted vile. One time they made a batch and stored it in Lily’s cellar. While Roy and family were eating dinner one night something popped – and kept on popping. The home brew blew up, all of it. Lilly nearly killed her husband and her brother, the neighborhood reeked, and the cellar had to be cleaned and thoroughly aired out.

Then they took a step into the world of crime. For fun they decided to set up a still and make the real stuff – to sell, of course not to drink! The location of the still was a real winner – one of our upstairs bedrooms. Mother was a total non-drinker and put up an awful fight, but this time Daddy won. Mother kept all the shades pulled, peeped out the windows at five minute intervals, and got so upset they dismantled the still in a couple of weeks. That was another non-profit venture.

For several years we lived fairly close to the Pennsylvania Railroad station. This was in the days of the hobo. Most of the men who rode the rods were simply men who could not find work in their home area and took to the open road in hopes they would get a job and be able to send money home. They did not beg. They always asked if they could work for a meal. I am sure that occasionally some lifted a chicken off the roost or a pair of overalls and a shirt off the clothes line, but if they did they needed it.

Daddy used to swear our house was marked, and that every hobo that jumped off the freight cars headed straight for our door. I know Mother cooked too much intentionally, so she would have something to feed them. She leaned heavily on bean soup, chili, vegetable soup, and baked a lot of fruit cobblers from the stuff she had canned in the summer. More times than I could count I came home from school to find a scruffy looking man sitting on the back steps eating his fill.

We made our own amusements back then. It wasn’t a matter of choice, but of necessity. Television was years away. Radios were fairly common, ranging from the small table model to the large console. We had a Majestic at one time that had a green “magic eye” for accurate tuning purposes. The first radio I can remember hearing was when I was about five, and it belonged to a relative with more money than we had. We went over to hear a program called “Amos and Andy” and everybody thought it was hilarious. I didn’t – couldn’t make a bit of sense out of it.

Radios had to have antennas. The common folk had a stick on the roof with a wire connecting it and the radio. The aristocrats had a silver ball on a pole on the roof braced with guy wires. Brilliant child that I was, I thought the music and the people were in the silver ball. I never did figure out how we had the same music and the same people in that stick on our house. I still have never solved that mystery.

We also had a Victrola, a wind-up record player, in a rather pretty cabinet. Something happened that it wasn’t working too well and Daddy kept forgetting to tinker with it. One night while he was at work and we were bored, Mother decided it needed oiling. The only kind of oil she could find was linseed oil. Now that is pretty gummy stuff, but Mother gave it a good shot. When Daddy was told what we had done, he became rather upset. Needless to say, the old Victrola never spun another platter.

I spent another winter in bed when we lived on the un-electrified farm above Jeff. I know I nearly finished off the whole family with my demands for something to do, because in spite of having to be in bed I did not really feel that bad. The thing that saved my sanity, and probably that of everyone else, was the Jeffersonville Public Library. The librarian was, for many years, a tiny old lady with badly bowed legs and a wig when wigs were not “in.” It was a bad wig, rather red and always crooked. But she was a jewel. Mother or Daddy would take a grocery bag in and she would fill it up. I read things too old, too young, and sometimes totally unsuitable. I don’t think she realized a lot of the time just what she was giving me. When Daddy had some extra cash he bought me magazines; to Mother’s horror, True Detective, True Romance and Silver Screen. Whatever it was, I read it.

A lot of the amusements at that time were church oriented. The little Presbyterian church we attended had a minister from Kentucky. He finally persuaded the stern elders to let us have “play parties” in the church basement, and we did square dancing, only none of us called it that. Your entertainment also came from friends and family. The neighbors would gather at my grandmother’s big kitchen table when I was younger and would play pinochle till all hours. I never learned to play that, so I curled up in a warm corner and read. Uncle Warren was determined he was going to teach me two things: pinochle and how to use a slide rule. He failed on both counts.

There was a lot of family visiting, especially on Sunday, and I still miss that. It was a “come and spend the day” type of visiting, and that is exactly what you did. The adults talked, the kids sat on porch swings and sang, played checkers, shot marbles. Young people today would think that was not very exciting fare.

Being an only child, someone was always coming to spend the weekend with me, or I was going to spend the weekend with them. Some of us were semi-musical (I played at the guitar) and we harmonized on anything. When I went to my friend Juanita’s, she, her mother and I sang three-part harmony as we did the dishes. “Froggie Went A-Courtin’,” in all its many verses, was our top number, followed closely by “Tell Me Why.”

And when all else failed, you went for a ride – if the car had some gas in it. You might be lucky to get an ice cream cone – if Daddy or Mother had a few stray nickels. One thing about growing up in Southern Indiana, you could always go for a ride up in Floyd Knobs or along the river. In the spring, when rains were heavy, you checked the water level faithfully. At crucial times of the year you heard over and over again, “How high is the river today?”

It wasn’t all fun and games by any means. I know the adults worried frantically about things that barely touched me. I remember vividly the radio reports of the terrible droughts of the `30’s, and the newsreels of the Okies leaving their dust-buried farms. One summer, when we lived on the farm above Jeff, the dust was so thick it seemed that half of the West must have settled on Indiana or at least passed through. All that summer the air was thick with yellow haze and Mother and Sis dusted night and morning.

That summer was the first time I ever saw Mother put bread on the table in the wrapper. It was so hot, windy and dusty that if you put the bread on a plate it was toasted and dirty by the time the meal was over. We went to Illinois during one of those summers and were sickened by the parched pastures and the dead, swollen cattle along the road. It wasn’t nearly that bad at home and we counted ourselves very fortunate.

After Jim Bob and I married we compared notes on our growing-up years. His were much like mine. He grew up on farms in Johnson County, with “waste not, want not” the order of the day. They did a lot of truck gardening, taking their produce to the Farmer’s Market in Indianapolis, and you would have thought he would never have wanted to see another garden. But he always loved to garden and was very proud of his lovely tomatoes and everything else he raised.

I have always had a slight distrust of banks, brought on by the Crash I am sure. I suppose I’d really feel safer with my bits and pieces of money buried in the back yard. But don’t start digging, I’m living dangerously, and it is in the bank. I still keep an eye on the stock market, which is ungodly high, and I hope nothing like the Depression ever happens again. I know there are uncounted numbers of homeless people today, and I wish there weren’t. Herbert Hoover’s motto of “a chicken in every pot and a car in every garage” didn’t work out. I guess I would like to see a sturdy house with a good roof , a good bed and no hunger for every man, woman and child in the world.

Martha Ferguson
August 14, 1996

Previous posts in this series of my mom’s writing:

WORLD WAR II, WELDING AND ME!

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 1 – The Family & Food

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 2 – Working

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 3 – Housing

An Unpublished Writer, 1922-2013 #2.3

This is part three of my mom’s view of The Great Depression.

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 3 – Housing

There were darker sides to those years. We lived in rented houses and we moved a lot. Whenever you saw a house with cheaper rent, that was equal to or slightly better than the one you currently lived in, you moved. The houses we lived in were not hovels, but by today’s standards they wouldn’t even rate a zero. They were heated with coal stoves, and we had a coal/wood range in the kitchen and a kerosene stove for summer. Sometimes the furniture fit and sometimes it didn’t.

The curtains and window shades usually caused a problem. Does anyone remember curtain stretchers? For those who don’t, they were collapsible frames with dozens of viciously sharp little tacks pointing out. The curtains of that era were mostly the coarse lace type which, even as I write, are back in style. The modern ones are permanent press. Ours were cotton, which meant they had to be dunked in starch, put on the stretchers wet, and they dried stiff as a board. The red polka dots you saw on them were blood – my blood, because helping with curtain stretching was one of my chores.

Mother had a knack of moving into a house, scouring, disinfecting, and making do. Within a few days it was home. The curtains were up, the linoleum waxed, the furniture in place, and you knew that in a few weeks it would be time to wash the darned (literally and figuratively) curtains all over again. Mother washed curtains for fun and relaxation.

One of the horrors of moving into another house was the fear of bedbugs. These little creatures have another name, I am sure, but we called them exactly what they were. Mother and Sis would conduct a minute inspection of the house, and then, just to be sure, start scrubbing. Since this was before the days of many insecticides, kerosene was the best cure they knew. Sis and Grandad moved into one house that had seen better and cleaner days, and Sis took a chicken feather and a can of kerosene and went over every crack and crevice in the house. Then she put a small jar lid of the stuff under everything in the house on legs. We were very careful with the use of matches for several weeks. Flies swarmed , particularly on farms, and curls and sheets of fly paper were everywhere, the fly swatter was kept handy, and a Flit sprayer was always full. Mother hated flies, calling them “nasty, dirty things.” I do not remember ever having had roaches. They wouldn’t have dared cross the threshold.

If the houses needed repair Daddy, with the help of Grandad and his brothers, did the work. It was a safe bet that the landlord couldn’t or wouldn’t, not with rent averaging $10 a month. Very few of the houses had indoor plumbing, sometimes not even water in the kitchen. The houses did have electricity, except the farm above Jeff. Heat in the winter was scary, because Mother and Daddy tried to lay in a winter’s supply of coal, four tons at least. But sometimes they couldn’t afford this, so as the coal pile shrank, tension mounted.

Strange things were done in the interests of making ends meet during the Depression. At one point, when we lived on Missouri Avenue, the electric bills shot up unbearably. Everybody blamed a new manager of the power company and his name became a curse word every time the electric bill came. So with Depression-born ingenuity, a way was devised to “jump” the meter. Meters were inside the houses in those days and were not sealed. A wire with a clip on each end was attached to some vital area at the bottom of the meter, which caused the meter not to register usage. The trick was not to leave it on so much the power company became suspicious, and above all, not to have it on when the meter reader came to call.

I had whooping cough the winter we lived on Missouri Avenue two doors from Daddy’s sister and brother-in-law, Lily and Roy. I probably had rheumatic fever too, because my heart became very irregular. So I spent the first of two winters in bed, driving everybody crazy. It was bitter cold and in an effort to conserve coal, my bed was moved into the dining room where the big “parlor furnace” was. The meter was up over a china cabinet in the kitchen.

One day the jumper was on when a knock came at the back door, followed by “Meter man!” In theory Mother should have been able to jerk the long string hanging from the jumper and it should have fallen down behind the cabinet out of sight. But this time it didn’t work. Calling out “Just a minute!” she jerked and yanked, but the jumper wouldn’t budge. This was a major crisis, because the penalty for jumping a meter was the immediate discontinuance of electric service.

Mother called through the back door, which fortunately was solid wood and not glass, that she was bathing her sick daughter and that he would have to wait. She sailed through the house, out the front door, leaving me cowering in bed with my heart thumping worse than ever. Mother was slightly over five feet tall, and the front gate wouldn’t open, so she leaped it in one bound, no small feat for someone her height. She sprinted two doors up the street to Uncle Roy’s . He was a tall man, and they raced back down the street, both jumped the gate, Roy got the jumper off, hid in the bedroom, and Mother let the meter man in. I am sure he knew what was taking place, because Mother was gasping for breath after her hurdle and dash. In the meantime the neighbor across the street called my Aunt Lilly, wanting to know what was wrong at Mabel’s that caused her and Roy to keep jumping the gate.

I don’t know what Lily told her, but I am sure it was not the truth.

Martha Ferguson

Previous posts in this series of my mom’s writing:


WORLD WAR II, WELDING AND ME!

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 1 – The Family & Food

THE GREAT DEPRESSION
Part 2 – Working