Bush By The NUMB3RS

With some historical comparisons to the Clinton years, because sometimes numbers speak louder than words (just like their cousins, the pictures):

National Debt Statistics:

National Debt on September 28, 2001
(after last Clinton Budget):

$5,807,463,412,200.06
or $5.8 trillion

National Debt on April 5, 2005
(under Bush):

$7,782,816,546,352.29
or $7.782 trillion

Amount debt increased
under Bush budgets (42 mos.):

$1,975,353,134,152.23
or $1.975 trillion

Amount debt increased under Last 5 Clinton Budgets
(1997-2001):

$394,317,400,802.72
Or $394.317 billion

Bush Debt Increase Per Month:

$46,753,920,334.96
or $46.754 billion per month

Clinton Debt Increase Per Month (FY 1997-2001):

$8,214,945,850.06
or $8.215 billion per month

Percentage increase in National Debt
since Bush asumed office:

134%

Percentage change per month
in growth of National Debt
since Bush took office:

569%

More after the fold . . .

Gold Prices:

Gold Price January, 1993
(beginning Clinton)

$329 per oz.

Gold Price December, 2000
(ending Clinton)

$271 per oz.

Gold Price March, 2005
(current Bush)

$427 per oz.

Dollar/Euro Exchange Rates:

As of January 3, 2001:

0.9465 or approx. $.95 = 1.00 Euro

As of April 8, 2005:

1.2912 or approx. $1.29  =  1.00 Euro

Signs of The End of Days

As we know them.  

Lets start with the obvious, shall we.  Perhaps you saw last night’s “Revelations”  mini-series on NBC.  I could only stomach the first half hour or so.  I mean once I’d seen a man chop off his finger to prove he doesn’t bleed like the rest of us mortals (i.e., he’s demonic) I figured it was all down hill from there.

(More after the fold)

NBC isn’t calling this a “miniseries” but rather a “six-hour event series,” which gives the network the option of bringing it back weekly next fall. It’s hard to imagine millions of viewers tuning in week after week to see the world not end. Then again, if they did, then that would probably be a reliable sign that the world really was about to end after all, though NBC wouldn’t be around to count the profits.

Truly skillful writing and direction perhaps could finesse the implausibilities, major and minor, but “Revelations” is monotonously bombastic and overblown from the outset. Lightning appears to strike a little girl not just once but twice, the second time while she’s on the limb of a tree to which the first strike hurled her. More tasteless still, a man plummets from the window of a skyscraper — an image certain to recall and thus exploit the nightmarish horrors of 9/11.

Except for the painful immediacy of such images, the montage of a world gone mad that opens “Revelations” duplicates a sequence that began the first of Universal’s three magnificently campy “Flash Gordon” serials back in the ’30s — mostly stock newsreel footage of riots and ship sinkings and so on. And so in seven decades we have come full circle, in a way; for NBC and Universal are now one, and still in the business of simulating the Big Bang for the Big Buck.

That was sign one.  Then this morning I woke up to find my daughter watching an ad for Christian Worship CD’s for Kids being marketed on Nickelodeon for $19.95.  I had the same reaction to this little gem as did the writer of this blog:

Ella’s home sick with me today and she’s been swinging wildly between boisterous / mischievous and whiny / lethargic. Which is to say, she’s been pretty much watching tv or videos for the last hour and a half. And an ad just came on, I think at Nickelodeon for a new cd from the makers of KidzBop 7, the very first product she ever asked for after seeing it advertised on tv. That new cd? Worship Jamz. That’s right, meaningless, shallow religious messages encoded atop bubblegum pop beats, all sung by talentless teens who couldn’t even make it into a boy band. One song they sampled in the ad, perhaps “Every Move I Make,” blathered on about how Jesus makes my feet stomp on the dance floor. The best part of the ad, though has to be when the mom steps onto the screen and explains, “These songs are fun and they’ve got a message we all can enjoy,” putting lots of stress on the “all,” because come on, aren’t we all fundies who want to worship God with kiddiebop music? What kind of evil heathen would you have to be to not buy your kids this two cd set of wholesomey, objectionless goodness?

Well . . . you might say “That’s life in the big city (and suburb and exurb and wherever the hell else you live).  Buck up Steve.”  So I shook my head free of those “wholesome” sounds, drank my coffee and started to read the paper.  Guess what the big headline was: Sneering Rudolph Guilty of Bombings.  

You know, Eric Rudolph, our favorite home grown terrorist, and  anti-abortion, gay night club and Atlanta Olympics bomber has escaped the death penalty and had the audacity to mock  his victims at his sentencing hearing yesterday.  

“Because I believe that abortion is murder, I also believe that force is justified … in an attempt to stop it,” he said in a statement handed out by his lawyers after he entered his pleas in court appearances, in Birmingham, Ala., in the morning, then in Atlanta in the afternoon.

. . . “The purpose of the attack on July 27th (1996) was to confound, anger and embarrass the Washington government in the eyes of the world for its abominable sanctioning of abortion on demand,” Rudolph said in the statement, in which he quoted the Bible repeatedly, condemned homosexuality and said the Olympics promote “global socialism.”

“I am not anarchist. I have nothing against government or law enforcement in general. It is solely for the reason that this govt has legalized the murder of children that I have no allegiance to nor do I recognize the legitimacy of this particular government in Washington.”

The bomb that exploded at the Olympics was hidden in a knapsack and sent nails and screws ripping through a crowd at Centennial Olympic Park during a concert. A woman was killed and 111 other people were wounded in what proved to be Rudolph’s most notorious attack, carried out amid heavy security.

The plan, he said, “was to force the cancellation of the Games, or at least create a state of insecurity to empty the streets around the venues and thereby eat into the vast amounts of money invested.”

He said that because he was unable to obtain the necessary explosives, he “had to dismiss the unrealistic notion of knocking down the power grid surrounding Atlanta and consequently pulling the plug on the Olympics.”

. . . Rudolph also admitted bombing a gay nightclub in Atlanta in 1997, wounding five people, and attacking a suburban Atlanta office building containing an abortion clinic that same year.

. . . In Birmingham earlier in the day, Rudolph pleaded guilty to an abortion clinic bombing there in 1998 that killed an off-duty police officer and maimed a nurse.

U.S. District Judge Lynwood Smith asked whether he set off the blast. “I certainly did, your honor,” Rudolph said.

With his admission, the nurse began weeping in the front row.

“He just sounded so proud of it. That’s what really hurt,” said Emily Lyons, who was nearly killed in the bombing and lost an eye.

Interesting isn’t it.  A White Supremacist and Christian Identity nut-job is allowed to plea bargain to save his life, while a retarded man was executed as recently as 2000, and only the intervention of the Supreme Court recently prevented the execution of juvenile offenders.  

Well, as we should be aware by now, not all lives are valued the same, as this little tidbit made clear when a good GOP politician proposed a final solution for the 17 million Arabs living in Syria:

Republican Congressional Rep Sam Johnson (Texas) brags to his constituents about the advice he gave to the Shrub: “Syria is the problem. Syria is where those weapons of mass destruction are, in my view. You know, I can fly an F-15, put two nukes on ’em and I’ll make one pass. We won’t have to worry about Syria anymore.” He delivered these lines in a Methodist church, and was met with roars of applause.

Of course I could have seen signs of the coming apocalypse sooner than today.  I mean after all wasn’t Randall Terry just plastered all over our TV screens as a defender of the “Culture of Life”?  The same gentleman who had these choice quotes a few years ago:

“I want you to just let a wave of intolerance wash over you… I want you to let a wave of hatred wash over you. Yes, hate is good… Our goal is a Christian nation. We have a biblical duty, we are called by God, to conquer this country. We don’t want equal time. We don’t want pluralism.”

“When I, or people like me, are running the country, you’d better flee, because we will find you, we will try you, and we’ll execute you. I mean every word of it. … I will make it part of my mission to see to it that they are tried and executed.

Or this:

You say, ‘This is extreme!’ Yeah, you’re right. But imagine God Almighty sending people to hell just because they didn’t follow His son? That’s extreme. That’s intolerance. Imagine Jesus saying that all other religions are false. Christianity claims to be the only way.”

“Christian government, folks, would prosecute abortionists. Christian government would say that consensual homosexual acts are a criminal offense.

And wasn’t it a sign from the Almighty when sitting members of Congress began calling for the “elimination” of activist judges?

Like Tom DeLay:

“Mrs. Schiavo’s death is a moral poverty and a legal tragedy. This loss happened because our legal system did not protect the people who need protection most, and that will change. The time will come for the men responsible for this to answer for their behavior, but not today.”

In private, while speaking to the Family Research Council in remarks secretly taped and later released to the press by Americans United for Separation of Church and State, DeLay warned his audience of “a huge nationwide concerted effort to destroy everything we believe in,” urged them to “participate in fighting back,” and claimed that staying out of politics is “not what Christ asked us to do.”

Or the good Senator from Texas, John Cornyn:

“I don’t know if there is a cause-and-effect connection but we have seen some recent episodes of courthouse violence in this country. Certainly nothing new, but we seem to have run through a spate of courthouse violence recently that’s been on the news and I wonder whether there may be some connection between the perception in some quarters on some occasions where judges are making political decisions yet are unaccountable to the public, that it builds up and builds up and builds up to the point where some people engage in — engage in violence.”

But by far the clearest sign was when our National Pastime was enlisted in the service of promoting a more Christian America on Opening Day in Cincinnati:

The first Reds broadcast of the season starts with Furman [local broadcaster] talking over “The Battle Hymn of the Republic.” . . . A transcript:

“Whether it’s Vietnam, whether it’s the Persian Gulf War or whether it’s Iraq, whenever American soldiers are marching around the globe: God almighty — God, who called home John Paul the Great — will determine once again the path and the mark, a great American victory overseas in the Persian Gulf area now, in 2005.

“As God is my witness, as sure as there is a pope in heaven today, as sure as the mighty Ohio River flows in between Ohio and Kentucky, as surely as the Furman brothers sitting next to me now, circumcised, as sure as I’m sitting here, once again, God will say, ‘It is time for the Reds to march.’ From the Civil War to World War I to World II to Vietnam to the Persian Gulf War, and to Mosul and to Falujah, one baseball team has been called by God to look down from heaven above, and to represent him.

“It’s not about football, Andy. It’s not about basketball, Randy. It’s not about swimming. It’s not about field hockey. It’s not about bowling. It’s not about tennis. It’s about one sport that God almighty has determined to represent America, and that sport is baseball.

“And the one team, the one team that is best represented is the oldest and the best franchise. Whether it’s G.I. Joe or the Doughboys. No matter what it is. Say it loud, Furman brothers, the Reds are No. 1. God bless America, and God bless the Cincinnati Reds on 700, WLW.”

God bless America folks.  That about says it all.  I’m off to prepare for the Rapture.  See you at the Second Coming!

What Sergio Leone taught me about America

(Promoted from the diaries by susanbhu.) I just bought the new extended edition DVD of The Good, The Bad and the Ugly.  If your not a fan of Leone already you might want to consider renting this from Netflix, because not only is it great cinema, but the film has moral and practical lessons sprinkled throughout the basic plot that are surprisingly relevant to our world.

Let’s start with the obvious. (More after the fold)
1. Taking the law into your own hands is not a good idea.

Leone’s West envisioned a world where violence was common and the law was mostly absent. A world of guns and random shootings. A world where people openly carry guns on their hips. It might not be the law and order paradise some claim it will create:

A law letting people in Florida kill in self-defense on the street without first trying to flee an attacker has been passed by Florida politicians.

Florida law already allows people to shoot a potential attacker in their home, place of work or car.

But until now, courts insisted that anyone confronted in a public place should first try to run away.

Critics of the law say it will bring a Wild West attitude to Florida – magnet to hundreds of thousands of tourists.

One critic said all the measure would do is sell more guns and turn the state into a modern version of the OK Corral.

Nor is a land where vigilantes roam dispensing rough edged “justice” the best of all possible worlds:

Since 1999, the Mexican consul in Douglas, Miguel Escobar, has documented 65 cases in which illegal border crossers reported being detained by U.S. citizens in Cochise County.

In at least six reports taken by Cochise County Sheriff’s Department deputies, illegal entrants have reported being kicked, shouted at, bitten by dogs and had guns pointed at them – yet there’s never been a single Cochise County resident prosecuted in these cases.

After all, gun wielding citizens looking to right wrongs at our borders might not include the most savory of characters:

The Minuteman Project is being touted now as a “political assembly” promising to bring 1,022 people to the banks of the San Pedro River for a monthlong protest of border enforcement, starting Friday. But activist groups point to elements within the group and cite a potential for violence.

Last year, one of its leaders, Chris Simcox, was convicted on federal weapons charges. More recently, the white supremacy group Aryan Nation has openly recruited for the Minuteman Project, promoting the monthlong protest as a “white pride event.”

2. War weakens the morality of all who participate in it.

And American soldiers are just as likely to mistreat and/or torture prisoners as those of any any other nation.  Leone’s movie has as one of its setting, a Union prison camp, where confederates are being starved, forced and  tortured for information they may or may not have.  Leone modeled the prison sequence in his movie on research he had done regarding actual Union and Confederate prison camps:

Prisons often engendered conditions more horrible than those on the battlefield. The Union’s Fort Delaware was dubbed “The Fort Delaware Death Pen,” while Elmira prison in New York saw nearly a 25 percent mortality rate. The South’s infamous Camp Sumter, or Andersonville prison, claimed the lives of 29 percent of its inmates.

And the situation was even worse where the racist beliefs of their confederate captors exposed black soldiers to re-enslavement or even mass slaughter:

From the beginning of hostilities, the Confederate leadership was faced with the question of whether to treat black soldiers captured in battle as slaves in insurrection or, as the Union insisted, as prisoners of war. In 1864 Confederate Colonel W.P. Shingler ordered those in his command to take no more black prisoners.

In what proved the ugliest racial incident of the war, Confederate forces under General Nathan B. Forrest captured Fort Pillow on April 12, 1864, and proceeded to wipe out the black troops within; some were burned or buried alive. A Federal congressional investigating committee subsequently verified that more than 300 blacks, including women and children, had been slain after the fort surrendered.

Not surprisingly, after the events of 9/11 and the racial animosity that event stirred up against Arabs, we are seeing similar patterns of mistreatment and abuse of prisoners held by American troops in Iraq:

Aiden Delgado, an Army Reservist in the 320th Military Police Company, served in Iraq from April 1, 2003 through April 1, 2004. After spending six months in Nasiriyah in Southern Iraq, he spent six months helping to run the now-infamous Abu Ghraib prison outside of Baghdad.

. . . Delgado presented graphic images, his own photos of a soldier playing with a skull, the charred remains of children, kids riddled with bullets, a soldier from his unit scooping out the brains of a prisoner.

Delgado, in his own words:

. . . There was a Master Sergeant. A Master Sergeant is one of the highest enlisted ranks. He whipped this group of Iraqi children with a steel Humvee antenna. He just lashed them with it because they were crowding around, bothering him, and he was tired of talking.  

. . . It was a matter of routine for guys in my unit to drive by in a Humvee and shatter bottles over Iraqis heads as they went by. And these were guys I considered friends. And I told them: “What the hell are you doing? What does that accomplish?” One said back: “I hate being here. I hate looking at them. I hate being surrounded by all these Hajjis.”

. . . It was common practice to set up blockades. The Third Infantry would block off a road. In advance of the assault, civilians would flee the city in a panic. As they approached us, someone would yell: “Stop, stop!” In English. Of course they couldn’t understand. Their cars were blown up with cannons, or crushed with tanks. Killing noncombatants at checkpoints happened routinely, not only with the Third Infantry, but the First Marines. And it is still going on today.

. . . Every time our base came under attack, we sent out teams to sweep up all men between the ages of 17 and 50. There were random sweeps. The paperwork to get them out of prison took six months or a year. It was hellish inside. A lot of completely innocent civilians were in prison camp for no offense.

. . . The prisoners were housed outside in tents, 60 to 80 prisoners per tent. It rained a lot. The detainees lived in the mud. It was freezing cold outside, and the prisoners had no cold-weather clothing. Our soldiers lived inside in cells, with four walls that protected us from the bombardment. The Military Police used the cold weather to control the prisoners. If there was an infraction, detainees would be removed from their tents. Next, their blankets were confiscated. Then even their clothing was taken away. Almost naked, in underwear, the POWs would huddle together on a platform outside to keep warm. There was overcrowding, and almost everyone got TB.

. . . The food was rotten and prisoners got dysentery. The unsanitary conditions, the debris and muck everywhere, the overcrowding in cold weather, led to disease, an epidemic, pandemic conditions.

. . . The attitude of the guards was brutal. To them Iraqis were the scum of the earth. Detainees were beaten within inches of their life.

. . . The enemy around Baghdad randomly shelled our base. Under the Geneva Conventions, an occupying power cannot place protected persons in areas exposed to the hazards of war. More than 50 detainees were killed because they were housed outside in tents, directly in the line of fire, with no protection, nowhere to run.

. . . The worst incident that I was privy to was in late November. The prisoners were protesting nightly because of their living conditions. They protested the cold, the lack of clothing, the rotting food that was causing dysentery.

. . . One demonstration became intense and got unruly. The prisoners picked up stones, pieces of wood, and threw them at the guards. One of my buddies got hit in the face. He got a bloody nose. But he wasn’t hurt. The guards asked permission to use lethal force. They got it. They opened fire on the prisoners with the machine guns. They shot twelve and killed three. I know because I talked to the guy who did the killing. He showed me these grisly photographs, and he bragged about the results. “Oh,” he said, “I shot this guy in the face. See, his head is split open.”

. . . “I shot this guy in the groin, he took three days to bleed to death.” I was shocked. This was the nicest guy you would ever want to meet. He was a family man, a really courteous guy, a devout Christian. I was stunned and said to him: “You shot an unarmed man behind barbed wire for throwing a stone.” He said, “Well, I knelt down. I said a prayer, stood up and gunned them all down.” There was a complete disconnect between what he had done and his own morality.

3. War destroys the souls of its combatants.

In the film, there is a sequence where Clint Eastwood (‘Blondie”) and Eli Wallach (“Tuco”) come across the Union Army and the Confederates camped on opposite sides of a river, endlessly fighting over a bridge that neither can destroy (orders from distant commanders) and neither can take.  The two gunslingers are presented to the commander of the Union side, who is clearly drunk.  When they offer to volunteer (to avoid being made prisoners) he says they have to pass a test, and hand them each in turn the bottle of wine from which he has been guzzling.  When Blondie takes only a small drink the officer shakes his head in disapproval, but when Tuco gulps down the wine the captain praises him as real soldier material because wine is what gives a man  the spirit to fight.  

This is all said sarcastically, and it’s clear that the officer has lost any desire to engage in the grotesque slaughter that is played out each day between the Union and Confederate fortifications and on the Bridge where soldiers charge and attack daily, most to their doom, while cannons blast and rifles fire.  Only his drunkeness inures him to the absurdity and horror of his situation.

As Blondie says later, commenting on the futility of the constant attacks and counterattacks:  “Never have I seen so many good men wasted so badly.”

This about sums up how I feel about our troops in Iraq.  They are being wasted, and their lives are being stolen from them.  It should come as no surprise that for many of them their minds are being stolen as well:

A number of veterans’ advocates say signs of widespread mental problems among soldiers from Iraq shock them — one in 10 soldiers evacuated from the war on terror to an Army hospital in Germany were sent solely for mental problems.

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“This type of war – insurgency warfare – where you don’t know whether you’re going to be the next victim of a car bomb or roadside bomb or (rocket-propelled grenade). . . it’s like fighting in Vietnam.”  . . .  According to the New England Journal of Medicine, 15 to 17% of Iraq veterans suffer from major depression, generalized anxiety, or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Link.

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Homeless Iraq vets showing up at shelters  U.S. veterans from the war in Iraq are beginning to show up at homeless shelters around the country, and advocates fear they are the leading edge of a new generation of homeless vets not seen since the Vietnam era.

“When we already have people from Iraq on the streets, my God,” said Linda Boone, executive director of the National Coalition for Homeless Veterans. “I have talked to enough (shelters) to know we are getting them. It is happening and this nation is not prepared for that.”

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Soldiers are returning from combat operations in Iraq and Afghanistan with a wide variety of mental health problems, yet few are seeking help or thinking about seeking help.

That’s the conclusion of new research, which also found that the combat veterans suffer from such problems as posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), anxiety and major depression, but decide to soldier on without professional assistance once they’re stateside because of the fear of being stigmatized.

Special Poetry Monday: In Memoriam, Robert Creeley

Passed over by the media in the rash of celebrity deaths these last few weeks (i.e., Prince Rainier, Terri Schiavo,  Johnnie Cochran, Saul Bellow and especially Pope John Paul  II) was the loss of perhaps the greatest American poet of the latter half of the 20th Century, and certainly its leading proselytizer, Robert Creeley, on March 30th.

In one sense it’s understandable.  Poets have never received much honor in America.  But that makes it no less regrettable, nor less a loss for those who knew him through his poetry or through his seminal critical reviews of the works of other poets.  

Today, I do my small part to honor his legacy, by devoting Poetry Monday, not to the works of an unknown poet, as I normally do, but to the poems of a man whose life was devoted to the art of enchanting readers and listeners with the beauty of his words, whether he sought to make them laugh or cry, or merely contemplate the follies and tribulations of humanity.

More after the break . . .

From his obituary at The Academy of American Poets:

In 1954, at the invitation of poet Charles Olson, Mr. Creeley join the faculty of Black Mountain College in North Carolina and became editor of the influential Black Mountain Review. Through the Black Mountain Review and his own critical writings, Creeley helped to define an emerging counter-tradition to the literary establishment–a postwar poetry originating with Ezra Pound, William Carlos Williams, and Louis Zukofsky and expanding through the lives and works of Charles Olson, Robert Duncan, Allen Ginsberg, Denise Levertov, Edward Dorn, and others.

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Mr. Creeley’s honors include a Bollingen Prize, the Lannan Lifetime Achievement Award, the Frost Medal, the Shelley Memorial Award, a National Endowment for the Arts grant, a Rockefeller Foundation grant, and fellowships from the Guggenheim Foundation. He served as New York State Poet Laureate from 1989 to 1991.

This hardly does justice to his influence, nor to the respect and esteem with which he was held by his peers.

 

Poets do not acquire fame the same way other men and women do.   They exhibit  no wondrous feats of excellence in the fields of play as do our sports legends, nor are they renowned for their prowess on the battlefield, or their victories in the political arena.   Many aren’t even recognized as great writers during their lifetimes (see e.g., Walt Whitman and Emily Dickenson among American poets, or Blake and Keats among the British).  Often, they have no singular magnum opus like our novelists, nor a body of work well known to theater goers as do our playwrights.

Their fame these days is mostly acquired posthumously, by reader after reader who finds one of their poems and discovers in it the beauty and magic that words can evoke, whether telling tales of tragedy and horror, or love, or hope in the face of our common mortality.  Over time, their fame increases while those of their more raucous contemporaries fades from view.  After all, the deeds or misdeeds of famous persons, no matter how great, merely repeat events that history has witnessed  many times before.  But each poem is a new creation, and a new journey waiting to be taken.

People still read Homer and Ovid after thousands of years, and still find something to marvel at in the fragments of Sappho and the odes of Pindar, in the imagined heavens and hells of Dante and Milton, in the waste lands of Eliot and the second coming that Yeats observed in his mind’s eye.

I like to think that, if mankind survives the coming decades, Robert Creeley will join that number, and be not just remembered, but experienced anew by generations to come, long after the names of schemers and villains, such as Tom Delay, have been forgotten.   It’s a small hope, but perhaps it will grow.

Now for the poems:

Water Music

The words are a beautiful music.
The words bounce like in water.

Water music,
loud in the clearing

off the boats,
birds, leaves.

They look for a place
to sit and eat–

no meaning,
no point.

A Wicker Basket

Comes the time when it’s later
and onto your table the headwaiter
puts the bill, and very soon after
rings out the sound of lively laughter–

Picking up change, hands like a walrus,
and a face like a barndoor’s,
and a head without any apparent size,
nothing but two eyes–

So that’s you, man,
or me. I make it as I can,
I pick up, I go
faster than they know–

Out the door, the street like a night,
any night, and no one in sight,
but then, well, there she is,
old friend Liz–

And she opens the door of her cadillac,
I step in back,
and we’re gone.
She turns me on–

There are very huge stars, man, in the sky,
and from somewhere very far off someone hands
   me a slice of apple pie,
with a gob of white, white ice cream on top of it,
and I eat it–

Slowly. And while certainly
they are laughing at me, and all around me is racket
of these cats not making it, I make it

in my wicker basket.

America

America, you ode for reality!
Give back the people you took.

Let the sun shine again
on the four corners of the world

you thought of first but do not
own, or keep like a convenience.

People are your own word, you
invented that locus and term.

Here, you said and say, is
where we are. Give back

what we are, these people you made,
us, and nowhere but you to be.

Kore

As I was walking
  I came upon
chance walking
  the same road upon.

As I sat down
  by chance to move
later
  if and as I might,

light the wood was,
  light and green,
and what I saw
  before I had not seen.

It was a lady
  accompanied
by goat men
  leading her.

Her hair held earth.
  Her eyes were dark.
A double flute
  made her move.

“O love,
  where are you
leading
  me now?”

I Know A Man

As I sd to my
friend, because I am
always talking,–John, I

sd, which was not his
name, the darkness sur-
rounds us, what

can we do against
it, or else, shall we &
why not, buy a goddamn big car,

drive, he sd, for
christ’s sake, look
out where yr going.

A Form Of Women

I have come far enough
from where I was not before
to have seen the things
looking in at me from through the open door

and have walked tonight
by myself
to see the moonlight
and see it as trees

and shapes more fearful
because I feared
what I did not know
but have wanted to know.

My face is my own, I thought.
But you have seen it
turn into a thousand years.
I watched you cry.

I could not touch you.
I wanted very much to
touch you
but could not.

If it is dark
when this is given to you,
have care for its content
when the moon shines.

My face is my own.
My hands are my own.
My mouth is my own
but I am not.

Moon, moon,
when you leave me alone
all the darkness is
an utter blackness,

a pit of fear,
a stench,
hands unreasonable
never to touch.

But I love you.
Do you love me.
What to say
when you see me.

A Token

My lady
fair with
soft
arms, what

can I say to
you-words, words
as if all
worlds were there.

Ballad Of The Despairing Husband

My wife and I lived all alone,
contention was our only bone.
I fought with her, she fought with me,
and things went on right merrily.

But now I live here by myself
with hardly a damn thing on the shelf,
and pass my days with little cheer
since I have parted from my dear.

Oh come home soon, I write to her.
Go fuck yourself, is her answer.
Now what is that, for Christian word?
I hope she feeds on dried goose turd.

But still I love her, yes I do.
I love her and the children too.
I only think it fit that she
should quickly come right back to me.

Ah no, she says, and she is tough,
and smacks me down with her rebuff.
Ah no, she says, I will not come
after the bloody things you’ve done.

Oh wife, oh wife — I tell you true,
I never loved no one but you.
I never will, it cannot be
another woman is for me.

That may be right, she will say then,
but as for me, there’s other men.
And I will tell you I propose
to catch them firmly by the nose.

And I will wear what dresses I choose!
And I will dance, and what’s to lose!
I’m free of you, you little prick,
and I’m the one to make it stick.

Was this the darling I did love?
Was this that mercy from above
did open violets in the spring —
and made my own worn self to sing?

She was. I know. And she is still,
and if I love her? then so I will.
And I will tell her, and tell her right . . .

Oh lovely lady, morning or evening or afternoon.
Oh lovely lady, eating with or without a spoon.
Oh most lovely lady, whether dressed or undressed or partly.
Oh most lovely lady, getting up or going to bed or sitting only.

Oh loveliest of ladies, than whom none is more fair, more gracious, more beautiful.
Oh loveliest of ladies, whether you are just or unjust, merciful, indifferent, or cruel.
Oh most loveliest of ladies, doing whatever, seeing whatever, being whatever.
Oh most loveliest of ladies, in rain, in shine, in any weather.

Oh lady, grant me time,
please, to finish my rhyme.

Love

The thing comes
of itself

(Look up
to see
the cat & the squirrel,
the one
torn, a red thing,
& the other
somehow immaculate

The Conspiracy

You send me your poems,
I’ll send you mine.

Things tend to awaken
even through random communication

Let us suddenly
proclaim spring. And jeer

at the others,
all the others.

I will send a picture too
if you will send me one of you.

The Mirror

Seeing is believing.
Whatever was thought or said,

these persistent, inexorable deaths
make faith as such absent,

our humanness a question,
a disgust for what we are.

Whatever the hope,
here it is lost.

Because we coveted our difference,
here is the cost.

And last, the poem he wrote for Poets Against the War:

Ground Zero
What’s after or before
seems a dull locus now
as if there ever could be more

or less of what there is,
a life lived just because
it is a life if nothing more.

The street goes by the door
just like it did before.
Years after I am dead,

there will be someone here instead
perhaps to open it,
look out to see what’s there —

even if nothing is,
or ever was,
or somehow all got lost.

Persist, go on, believe.
Dreams may be all we have,
whatever one believe

of worlds wherever they are —
with people waiting there
will know us when we come

when all the strife is over,
all the sad battles lost or won,
all turned to dust.