Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of tired, outstripped Five-Nines that dropped behind.
GAS! Gas! Quick, boys! - An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling,
And flound’ring like a man in fire or lime . . .
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light,
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.
In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.
If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil’s sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie; Dulce et Decorum est
pro patria mori.
– Wilfred Owen, 1893-1918
Brilliant.
Heartbreaking, gut wrenching… and yes, brilliant.
Oh my god. One of my favourite poems of all time, and I’ve been thinking about my great-grandfather all evening, even before I read this diary. Sheesh. That’s kizmet and this is brilliant.
Their war, this war. All wars.
My own grandfather’s was also Wilfred Owen’s war. He was a rural East Texas boy, a hunter and a dead shot. So they made him a sniper.
He only spoke to me of it once, of a time in France when he was sent forward to take out riflemen posted high in the trees at the edge of some woods to cover a German retreat–German country boys who shot as well as he did, and who would exact a high toll as the Americans advanced across open ground.
He crawled through mud that had been pasture a week before, until he spotted the first man in the treeline on the far side. He aimed, fired, and saw the German drop–and then dangle, swinging by an ankle from the chain that had ensured he would stand his ground like a hero.
Even 60 years later, he cried.
Thank you, Chris, for all of them, then and now.
It is stunning.
Links to the images are subtle but the images are haunting and terrible.
Pacem in terra