Lemonade
by Raymond Carver (who lived and is buried in Port Angeles, in a cemetery plot that overlooks the Strait and is graced by a marble bench and his poems, engraved)
When he came to my house months ago to measure
my walls for bookcases, Jim Sears didn’t look like a man
who’d lose his only child to the high waters
of the Elwha River. He was bushy-haired, confident,
cracking his knuckles, alive with energy, as we
discussed tiers, and brackets, and this oak stain
compared to that. But it’s a small town, this town,
a small world here. …
Six months later, after the bookcases
have been built, delivered and installed, Jim’s
father, a Mr. Howard Sears, who is “covering for his son”
comes to paint our house. He tells me–when I ask, more
out of small-town courtesy than anything, “How’s Jim?”–
that his son lost Jim Jr. in the river last spring.
Jim blames himself. “He can?t get over it,
neither,” Mr. Sears adds. “Maybe he’s gone on to lose
his mind a little too,” he adds, pulling on the bill
of his Sherwin-Williams cap.
Jim had to stand and watch as the helicopter
grappled with, then lifted, his son’s body from the river
with tongs. “They used like a big pair of kitchen tongs …
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Commander In Chief is on … ABC
He said, in effect, earlier today he’d like authority to use the military to quarantine a region in case of outbreak of Asian-Bird flu.
And previously… the military may need to be in authority for the next Katrina/Rita type of crisis…
and then my guess… the wording of the bill authorizing such will include something to the effect, “… in the case of too many people in the streets…”
And heavens to Betsy, gosh knows how long it would take before it was safe to hold elections again.
You know, if Lincoln could handle a full-blown four-year civil war and not put the entire country under martial law, you’d think chimpy could handle an epidemic without trotting out the stormtroopers.
Come to think of it, Wilson was able to manage World War One and an epidemic without declaring martial law. And Wilson won the war, too.
What a load of horseshit.
I was listening on radio and there was an obvious uptick in his interest on this subject. I could almost here him licking his chops. I hope people have their ears open because this is scary to me. What stood out the most to me though was the fact that no one in the press challenged him on this question. Up until then I thought they were doing a decent job, even with lowered expectations figured in ;o) A caller to the show I was listening to said that at the end of the press conference, as Bush was walking back into the White House, he was shaking his head. I guess from exasperation that the reporters put him on the spot by asking him to explain his answers with actual specifics, a lot to ask, I know. Did anyone see him shaking his head? You know, he’s degraded and defiled the office so badly. I just want to slap that shitty look right off of his petulent face.
Watching the Rose Garden press conference I fell into a kind of spell. Just kept repeating “What a dumb fuck, what a dumb fuck, what a dumb fuck”, like some kind of crazed mantra.
My wife saved me by changing the channel.
Good show tonight, I wish it was longer. I can see she’s gonna have a mess o’ trouble from all those who are out to get her.
Now I am watching Boston Legal, and I love the War song in the show tonight.
I just watched the new Frontline about the 10th anniversary of the OJ trial .. fascinating remembrance of the racial tensions during the trial and what the trial meant to black citizens.
btw, the next Frontline — two weeks from now — will be about torture, focusing on the Bush administration’s influence on what’s happened at Abu Ghraib, etc.
— Commander in Chief is a good drama. The dialogue isn’t as rapid fire as West Wing but the political dynamics are more clearly delineated.
And — I kept thinking as i watched it — isn’t it neat that the dramatic notion of a woman as president is being fed into millions of U.S. homes every week?!
Darcy sent me this —
it’s supposed to be the the blog by Angelina Jolie’s son, Maddox.
Today the SCOTUS hears the Oregon case on assisted suicide, with the Bush admin. arguing that it should be outlawed. Oregon voters decided that doctors should be able to give lethal doses of narcotics to terminally ill patients, under certain controlled conditions.
But no, the Republicans, the party of “State’s Rights” and “Small Government,” wants to dicatate what doctors and patients can do with their care.
Would like to see a diary on this.
NPR did a pretty good analysis of what Freepers want and what real Americans want the outcomes to be on this case.
lately was when my grandmother passed away a year and a half ago. Here we are in the middle of NO ASSISTED SUICIDE and NO ABORTIONS but my grandmother had been a big smoker her whole life. The last year of her life it was one lung infection after another after another. She was not ready to die though before several HMO Heathcare workers began insisting that she not be given antibotics for her next infection because it wasn’t leading to any kind of long term health benefits and it was helping bacteria build up immunity to certain drugs……along with this the HMO would boot her out of the hospital usually two days before she was really strong enough to go and I would have to fight and fight for some kind of homecare or monitoring of her until she had recovered well enough to really be out of the hospital. It isn’t that I disagreed that giving these people with these chronic conditions antibotics over and over again isn’t practicing bad medicine BUT LITERALLY I FELT LIKE A PERSONS OWN CHOICES CONCERNING THEIR PERSONAL LIVES AND LIVING AND DYING ARE BEING REPLACED BY AN HMO’S DECISION AND A COURT’S DECESION WHETHER YOU SHOULD LIVE OR DIE. A Profit and Loss Business Decides when it is okay for us to die, but if we have MS or some other debilitating disease and we have no quality of life we can’t choose to leave if we want to…..we can if the HMO says that we should though. God it is so fucked up right now! I guess the HMO is the new GOD! One night it was decided that she had another infection and she was still in the hospital and they decided she would not be placed on a new course of antibotics. It was 2:00 a.m. and my father called crying. I got out of bed and dressed my children and beat on the hospital door until they opened it. They gave me crusty looks but I could care less, I explained that my grandmother was ill and we had been informed that she would not be treated for her new infection and we were there to say goodbye to her. We went and spoke with her for about an hour and half and then left. The next morning I was told that after I left they had reversed their previous decision and had started her on antibiotics after we had left. What a seesaw roller coaster! She did pass well being ready to go and hospicing in her own home a few months later…….getting there though was kind of hell! Everybody who smokes needs to quit!! Let me see……Booman, Supersoling, who else out there?
Remind me to tell you the story of driving from Kingsville to San Antonio in July in my car with no air conditioning and my cells on micrscope slides in a cooler….
Don’t even get me started on the “wise decsions” of HMOs.
Hey, how is the Joshman doing? How was prom?
The Nobel prize committee in making its award for chemistry this year gave a PR boost to the “green chemistry” movement, which is working to redesign industrial processes to minimize or eliminate pollution:
As fuel prices rise in the future and these technologies are developed more fully (dropping in price), we can expect to see more industrial processes adopt such methods, as waste generated = product not generated = money wasted.
More detail on green chemistry in my June 25 diary here. (Even diaries can be recycled! Don’t waste those electrons, folks!)