For years, I’ve been complacent. Oh, I sent money. I slapped on bumper stickers. I voted for the right politicians. I swore at the passage of the latest restrictive statute. I sighed when a court ruling was announced. I shook my head in disgust upon learning that another doctor had felt compelled to buy a bulletproof vest or a shoulder holster. I got into a cocktail party argument every now and again. All along, I called myself pro-choice. A backer of reproductive rights. But, like a lot of people I know, I was lazy about it. Stupidly lazy. No more.
Here are three reasons why:
Bill Napoli
Julie Bartling
Mike Rounds
While hundreds, maybe thousands, of bloggers have ranted and screamed and generally carried on about Republican Senator Bill Napoli, Democratic Senator Julie Bartling, Republican Governor Mike Rounds and their compatriots for enacting a rapist-friendly, molester-enabling, coathanger-selling, health-shattering, woman-hating, forced-pregnancy law, I come here not to trash but to thank them and all their like-minded fellows in the South Dakota legislature for taking one great whopping chomp out of reproductive rights and doing what decades of nibbling away couldn’t do – blast me out of my complacency.
I hear those whispers. Sure took you a long time. Yes. Agreed. I didn’t take what was happening seriously enough. Mea culpa.
This wasn’t always true.
Thirty-three years ago, just a couple of months after Roe v. Wade was decided, Dr. Bob MacFarland and 14 more of us got together in Boulder County, Colorado, to set up the Boulder Valley Clinic. It was the state’s first standalone abortion clinic, and, so far as I know, the first nonprofit abortion clinic in the United States.
We came from various walks of life – physicians, a nurse, two lawyers, a journalist, a professor, a librarian, a minister, two graduate students. Three of us were Republican women, veteran volunteers of Planned Parenthood. Our common goal: to provide women with a place to obtain the safe abortions the Supreme Court had ruled was their constitutional right.
To get the project underway, we sought the assistance of Dr. Warren Hern, a former Peace Corps volunteer who had worked with nascent federal family planning services and had more experience and knowledge about abortion than anyone we knew. After a series of meetings, we asked him to put together a plan for the clinic with him as medical director. We appointed ourselves to the clinic’s board, hired an executive director, and, in November, 1973, opened our doors.
Abortion foes attacked us immediately, incessantly, from the Op-Ed pages of the local newspapers. Some legislators and city councilmembers, numerous doctors, and, of course, fanatics of the not-yet-named “right-to-life” community did their worst to shut us down.
We were slandered and libeled repeatedly. Aborted fetuses, it was ridiculously claimed, were being dumped in cans in the alley behind the clinic, to be hauled away once a week by garbage trucks. Dr. Hern, the clinic’s employees, and every member of the board received phoned and written death threats. Tires were slashed. Rocks were thrown through windows. Graffiti was sprayed. In early 1975, the clinic was the first of scores in the nation to be fire-bombed, with a Molotov cocktail. The terrorists struck at night, and either through bad aim or some other miscalculation in the darkness, set our garage on fire, which was quickly extinguished.
Many a day one or more of us stood sentinel while sometimes aggressive foes of the clinic picketed, shouted Bible verses or epithets at patients and staff, or jostled and grabbed women in an attempt to persuade or intimidate them not to follow through on the choice they had made. We filled out dozens of police-incident reports.
When I moved, I left the board. But during the 1980s and early 1990s, I frequently stood shoulder-to-shoulder on the sidewalk with other pro-choice women and men in front of this or that clinic, blocking harassers engaged in a kind of guerrilla warfare, first in Denver, then in California. In Los Angeles, shoving matches at clinics under assault by Operation Rescue sometimes developed into fist-fights, spurring me, at the age of 45, to return to the study of martial arts.
Over time, however, as the worst of the clinic protests receded, so did my activism. I still contributed financially to NARAL and to Planned Parenthood. And, occasionally, I wrote a letter to the editor or a legislator or governor complaining about the latest Targeted Regulation of Abortion Providers (TRAP) law or so-called “counseling” laws or parental notification laws.
While the number of America’s hospitals that perform abortions dropped to less than 10% and the percentage of counties with abortion providers dropped to 13%, I let the Randall Terrys and other fanatics of the religious right steadily eviscerate reproductive rights without doing nearly as much as I might, behaving as if I were the proverbial frog in a slowly boiling saucepan.
So, again, I say, thank you, South Dakota legislators and Governor Rounds for the match and the kerosene. You’ve lit a fire under my butt. And it’s obvious I’m not alone. Although some of the bloggers noted below had been taking note of the shrinking of abortion rights long before now, a ferocity has appeared that for most wasn’t there a little while ago. The list represents just a teensy portion of the whole:
For the women of South Dakota: an abortion manual by Molly at Molly Saves the Day
All abortion all the time by Jill at Feministe.
Let me tell you a story by Damnit Janet.
Little Girl Lost by SallyCat.
Why Senator Bill Napoli is an arsehole” by Marnanel.
Now the Battle Begins by Todd D. Epp.
So, when do we start worrying about issues. 10 states planning abortion bans by floridagal.
Unintended Consequences by Jane Hamsher.
The Sodomized Virgin Exception by digby
Christofascist Neocon Zombie Brigade on Patrol by Maryscott O’Connor.
Incongruous Convictions by Georgia10.
Wingnut Petri Dish by Mike Stark.
In South Dakota, I Am Disposable by SusanG.
South Dakota Governor Signs Abortion Ban by Steve Soto.
Faith Is Believing What You Know Ain’t So by moiv.
What South Dakota has done, and what Mississippi and Kansas and a dozen or so other states are getting ready to do makes up only one battle in a longstanding rightwing war on women that has found too many of us AWOL.
For those who might suggest this is one of those damned “social issues” that gets the Democrats in trouble on election day, let’s not forget that it’s at its core a class war. Even if safe abortions were made illegal countrywide, as the right has been seeking to do since January 1973, affluent women would find a way, a discreet doctor, a friend with access to smuggled RU 486, a trip to Canada or Japan, or anywhere else the operation can be done for somebody with money. Less affluent women will have access to abortions, too, unhealthy, maiming and sometimes lethal abortions of the sort their mothers or grandmothers had to resort to.
Unlicensed doctor abortions. Self-administered abortions.
By the time the case arguing against the South Dakota law or the law from Mississippi or some other abortion-banning state gets to the Supreme Court, somebody else could be gone from the bench, replaced by another Roberts or Alito or Scalia or Thomas, and Roe might be history. As this probable possibility sinks in, it would be easy to go from rage to despair, and from there to political paralysis. That can’t be allowed to happen. I know I’ll be part of the counterattack.
Obviously, one focus for anyone who considers reproductive freedom a priority is getting more pro-choice Senators elected. But, given the large number of Democratic Senators who claim to be pro-choice yet haven’t been willing to quash anti-choice Supreme Court nominees, it’s debatable how much such electoral efforts can be expected to achieve. At this late date, we need serious alternatives – additions, not substitutes – to that strategy.
If we direct the fury that the folks in Pierre have inflamed in us, we could by the time the High Courst rules, be far along in creating state enclaves where any American can continue to obtain an abortion. California, New York, Illinois, Oregon, Massachusetts, Connecticut and maybe, with luck and perseverance, a dozen, or at least half a dozen, other states could be secured as places where reproductive freedom will not go extinct.
I intend to find out over the next few months what I can do to make my state one of those havens. I’m lucky to live where that will be perhaps easier than anywhere: California. For one thing, “pro-life” elected Democrats are scarce here.
More difficult will be the task of coming up with a continuing source of funding so that women can travel from South Dakota or Mississippi or Missouri to a state where they can obtain an abortion even if their pocketbooks are empty. Then there’s how to deal with minors crossing state lines without their parents’ knowledge. Plus a host of other relevant matters.
I’m not a Pollyanna. Success in this endeavor will require a gargantuan effort. The forces arrayed against it are savvy and relentless. I freely admit that I don’t know exactly how to go about all this. Starting today, however, for the first time in a decade, I’m going to seek out people on the front-lines of this fight and learn what can be done, what I personally can do.
Like every other pro-choice person I know, I’m not a one-issue voter, and never will be. We’ve got an out-of-control foreign policy, reckless rich-people-first economics, an assault on the public sector and the environment, and undermining of civil liberties. All must be addressed, and I am in no way saying this is the only matter that anyone should care about. But South Dakota ought to be persuasive evidence for everyone who was not yet persuaded that a crucial aspect of personal freedom is about to be extinguished unless we mount a renewed and vigorous counterattack. I’ve saddled up.
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What to do:
Educate: In the past decade, nearly 500 state laws have been enacted to restrict choice. Every state has passed at least one such law. Since Bush was selected president, more than 2500 abortion-restricting bills have been introduced at the state level, and 200 have passed. A good first step is to learn the laws in your state and the stance of various officials, particularly those who are vulnerable in upcoming elections.
Some helpful beginnings can be found at the National Abortion Federation. NARAL maintains a state bill tracker on its Web site, as does the Center for Reproductive Rights.
Donate: For anyone reluctant to contribute to NARAL because of what s/he views as the organization’s recent political missteps, the National Abortion Federation, the youth-orientedChoice USA, the internationally focused lpas and the venerable Planned Parenthood Federation are just a few of the organizations that can use your cash. If there is a local pro-choice group doing good work, so much the better.
Activate: Let’s not kid ourselves, counterattacking will be exceedingly tough. We don’t know yet how the Supreme Court may react, or when, or how far-reaching will be any ruling it makes. We do know, however, that restrictive state laws will continue to be enacted because the foes of reproductive freedom will not give up. We must be as relentless as they.
On the electoral front, that means supporting pro-choice challengers to anti-choice incumbents and doing what we can to squeeze anti-choicers in safe districts, both at the state and federal level.
There are two other immediate actions you can take:
Thursday: National Day of Solidarity with South Dakota. Events are planned in at least 14 cities around the country. Join if you can.
Friday: Tenth Annual National Day of Appreciation for Abortion Providers. On March 10, 1993, Dr. David Gunn was the first provider to be assassinated by an anti-abortion extremist. It goes without saying that without abortion providers, there can be no choice. Call a talk show and express support. Send local clinic staff a card of appreciation. Bring them flowers or a basket of bagels. Volunteer to be a clinic escort. “Adopt” the clinic as a group or personal project. Ask local providers how else you can help. Let them know that their essential contribution to reproductive freedom is valued in your community.
for posting this diary.
Between this, and something Booman said, I just may do a diary. Gulp.
Go for it!
I think you need to put up a diary!
out there somewhere. Oh well! LOL
thanks so much for crosspost this over here, I read it at DKos and was fired up by the end of it. Your stories amaze me, I hope to one day have a few good ones to tell under my belt. Paz y gracias.
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I’m there under another name…with money, transportation, safe places, and lots of contacts for the whatever maybe needed.
While I was in college, abortion became legal. I’d been a part of “the women’s movement”. Some women I knew went to work as counselors in abortion clinics in a nearby big city. We still had none in the town the college was in.
We took classes from each other and learned as much as we could about our bodies. Hormones, what made the female cycle work, what the names were for all our body parts, etc. At this time the first “Women’s Clinics” were being founded, with a type of woman-friendly woman’s issues medical service available. We were pioneers in helping these to start. They were licensed, legit, etc.
I don’t know yet what Molly will post in her series, so here’s what I know about one of the next items in her series. The link to Molly’s blog in MB’s post discusses sterilization. I am not a doc, never have been, this is not medical advice. This is me telling a story about something I experienced. That is all. Courageous story telling inspires more stories of courage.
At some point, the “Jane” movement got to where we were. We were taught a type of low-key vacuum type “period extraction” to be performed in a home setting, with a group of women. Women came through town from other cities, and taught some local women, who passed on the knowledge. I am not 100 percent sure I can reconstruct it all, will try.
You have a small-mouthed quart mason jar, a large black stopper sized to close that opening with two 1/8 holes in it, sturdy clear 1/8″ tubing, and a large-ish syringe, I remember it as about 1 inch in diameter, maybe it was 3/4 inch. A switch device (see below). The uterine forceps. I don’t remember if we had dialators. Pain-killers, though there will be no more pain than cramps in an ordinary period. We were taught that if there had been unprotected intercourse during the month, then this procedure should be performed as soon as possible after it was certain the period had been missed. We were informed that women with more money than they knew what to do with might have this procedure done — to avoid the inconvenience of having a period by having the menses remomved. Who knows — we actually had some privacy about medical procedures then, computers weren’t everywhere, HMO’s didn’t exist… theoretically a paper record about one day’s procedure could not be filled out, or could be lost.
I can’t give you 100 percent of the details, because I never maintained the equipment, never handled each separate part, never put it together. I believe that one reason they were performed in groups was to spread the liability, add some deniability.
The basic idea is that one end of one tube, which if I remember correctly was called a cannula, with either one hole, or several small holes, would be inserted into the cervix through the os. Discomfort or pain, depending on person. The other end of that tube extended down through the rubber stopper into the jar.
The other tube had one end through the stopper into the jar, and the other end attached to the syringe. This is the part I can’t describe fully, but there was some sort of device which allowed flow to be turned off and on through that tube, like a handle which turns water flow off and on. As the plunger in the syringe was pressed down, it would push air out of the syringe. At this point, the handle would be switched, the plunger pulled back, which would pull air out of the mason jar, creating a slight vacuum in the jar.
This procedure would be repeated, until enough vacuum built up in the jar to cause enough suction in the second tube, to begin to extract the menses from the uterus. Now that I think of it, something like a forceps could be used to change which way the air in the syringe was flowing, I would think, by pinching down on the tube. We did this to know how to do it, in case we needed to know. To my knowlege I never saw it used on a pregnant women, but surely saw a number of them.
Our sterilization was sufficient that no one was ever sick in any way, it didn’t impact future child-bearing capacity. I am sure there are more stories out there.
that the changing of the direction of air passage while establishing the vacuum could be accomplished with any simple strong clamp, or possibly two. One could figure it out by experimenting pulling water in from a bowl.
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Have I just had my head in the sand. I mean, if they are going to attempt to take away our rights we are going to DO SOMETHING. I will so miss the idea though about a highly trained physician skilled in a variety of procedures and access to all sorts of items that may be needed in case of emergency! Fuck…..I feel like I’m a biology experiment now!
to write this, and I hope the rest of you will at least link the hell out of it.
(Dear NSA, I am not typing from this ISP, in case you wondered, that’s someone else.)
At the age of 21 I lived in Illinois where abortion was still illegal. There was absolutely no way I could have a baby and my sisters pitched in to fly me to DC where I went to George Washington University Medical Center to have an abortion.
I guess I am telling you folks this because I too remember pre Roe V Wade. We must do everything in our power to stop the government from taking over our lives and bodies and I mean everything. We knew going into the SC hearings that this was what it was all about. Patriarchal Control.
Those who persist in seeing this as an "single issue", (and a "womens issue" at that) have thier heads stuffed way up their southernmost sexist orfice.
It wasn’t just men that have been lulled back to comfortable complacency over the years; it’s women as well: women who did not know life before RvW, and who were born into a time free of religious terrorism against women. (What else can it be called? Dairy on that one coming soon.)
I too have the hope that the SD ruling and the overreaching on so many fronts by these holier than thou fat cat religious cretins, will jar the hell out of enough men AND women, to get us all to saddle up once more, as you have done.
Excellent and appreciated diary, Meteor!
Today in Detroit, according to the local radio stations, a man is suing for the right to NOT support a child he fathered, because the mother of that child has the right to abort the fetus without his involvement or consent. !!
I cannot understand how men that ignorant can sustain life with a brain that impaired.
Let your story be a lesson to us all. How easily, it seems, the slipping away of hard-won rights. As a woman, I thank you for your past and current and future activism. As I’m still partly that little girl who lost one of her friends to a terribly botched abortion (age 14!), I have felt we’ve been tumbling off the cliff for some time, and the crunch on the rocks is coming very soon.
[MB – if there is ever enough peace in this country, you really should write, or let someone write, your story. The glimpses are lessons to us all.]
writing that experience up might be helpful. So people can understand more what those times were like.
Great diary, thanks. This reminds me about a diary that I wrote some time ago regarding a debt that I owed to Ann Coulter. I had been reading something about her or by her, I can’t remember which. What I had read made me quite angry and the result was my discovery of the blogosphere. You see, I googled her name, found dkos and then this place. Sometimes we just need a push. So thanks again, Ann.
and advance the rights of Americans. I will do all that I can to insure that they don’t take from me what you all fought so hard to give me a generation ago.
I live in South Dakota. I am so furious I can’t even form my anger into words yet. I’m trying, but all I can seem to do is spit nails.
I live in a state where a little bundle of cells means more to some head-up-their-asses smug creeps than a living, breathing person – woman.
Rounds is trying to distance himself from the bill he happily signed. I’m guessing he wants to run for Senate down the road. Screw him.
Roger Hunt can kiss my ass. How dare he waste taxpayer money on something so hateful and wrong?
I am embarrassed to live in SoDak right now. And sad. This is totally ineloquent, but I suppose it’s a start.
I had 2 direct experiences with abortion when it was still ilegal. One was in 1964 when, at the tender age of 15, my girlfriend became pregnant. We were extremely fortunate that we were living at a very progressive boarding school in upstate NY, and the people who ran the school had some very good old schoolliberal intellectual activist friends in New York City. fortunately too, my girlfriends mother was an enlightened liberal soul as well so the threshold of trauma was not as great overall as it might have been.
But, there was an incredible amount of fear; fear not related to the idea or procedure of abortion itself, but fear of being arrested or otherwise punished by the authorities. But, there was a network of devoted and determined people in NY that provided the “underground railroad”, so to speak, for women in need of abortions. No money was expected and none changed hands except as periodic donations and it was my understanding that the main donors to this network were the people who ran it.
Several years later, (1969), back in my hometown, (Philadelphia suburbs), a girl I knew became pregnant at a party while very drunk. She was 17, abortion was still illegal, and her parents were the violent, smack the kids around types. I was able to get her help from this same group in NY thanks in large part to the fact that they already knew who I was and because I knew how to get in contact with them.
Abortion became legal in NY state (I think) in 1970), and Roe was decided in ’73. I’ve been involved in abortion since then too, but the difference, the really huge difference, was that, in the subsequent years, that fear, that criminalized terror that prevailed so much before was absent.
I know for a fact that at least one of the main people in that NY group is still alive and thriving; still quite well known in literary circles. I read his posts on the blogs from time to time. And I’m sure he’s already been busy getting ready to set up the same kind of underground network he and his friends did before in the event the evangelical fascists win this battle through their toadies on the Supreme Court.
Meteor blades and everyone else here in the comment thread have spoken eloquently on so many of the otherfactors involved in this retrograde movement orchestrated by the wingnut psychopaths. I just wanted to comment on the the “fear quotient” and how different it was in the time before Roe, and how terrible it would be to allow this insanity to return to our society.