Want to cry? Sick of crying? Want to reassure yourself that sanity will prevail somehow and people will see through the “vote democrat and die” message they are being fed? Want something to spread around to your family members or coworkers or neighbors who think patriotism is standing by your country right or wrong and not asking any questions?
Read the spine-tingling message that Kevin Tillman wrote in honor of his brother, Pat, whose birthday is the day before the election.
Weep for this:
Somehow we were sent to invade a nation because it was a direct threat to the American people, or to the world, or harbored terrorists, or was involved in the September 11 attacks, or received weapons-grade uranium from Niger, or had mobile weapons labs, or WMD, or had a need to be liberated, or we needed to establish a democracy, or stop an insurgency, or stop a civil war we created that can’t be called a civil war even though it is. Something like that.
Or this:
Somehow back at home, support for the soldiers meant having a five-year-old kindergartener scribble a picture with crayons and send it overseas, or slapping stickers on cars, or lobbying Congress for an extra pad in a helmet. It’s interesting that a soldier on his third or fourth tour should care about a drawing from a five-year-old; or a faded sticker on a car as his friends die around him; or an extra pad in a helmet, as if it will protect him when an IED throws his vehicle 50 feet into the air as his body comes apart and his skin melts to the seat.
Or this:
Somehow the more soldiers that die, the more legitimate the illegal invasion becomes.
Somehow American leadership, whose only credit is lying to its people and illegally invading a nation, has been allowed to steal the courage, virtue and honor of its soldiers on the ground.
Or this:
Somehow being politically informed, diligent, and skeptical has been replaced by apathy through active ignorance.
Somehow the same incompetent, narcissistic, virtueless, vacuous, malicious criminals are still in charge of this country.
Somehow this is tolerated.
Somehow nobody is accountable for this.
And finally, hope for this:
Luckily this country is still a democracy. People still have a voice. People still can take action. It can start after Pat’s birthday.
Thanks SN. Wow that is a great piece of writing.
He hits every nail on the head, and I love the repeated use of the word somehow to perfectly sum up the incredulity of it all.
Exactly, ej. It’s all very reminiscent of the frog slowly being boiled to death before he notices things are getting really hot.
Weep I did…reading the whole message is even more powerful. I think today I’ll designate Crying Day for myself..had just finished reading jimstaro’s diary about soldiers being sent back to fight even though they have PSTD…I can tell today is going to be a day of tears of rage, sadness-I may as well just go with it and get it all out for awhile…again.
It’s good to just cry for a whole day sometimes – I heartily recommend it!
I got into a slightly contentious 2 hour political discussion with a young woman at the dog park today. Probably a bad move. At least her dog is a jack russell terrier and not a rottweillerso I don’t have to worry for my safety.
Yeah it’s(crying/rage) been building up for awhile again. Speaking of slightly contentious, I hope maybe you opened her eyes to what is really going on …I’m assuming it had to do with bushco/war etc?
This is one of those days where when I hear people laughing here in my apartment complex through my open windows I’m going to feel like I want to run out screaming and tell them to shut the fuck up..don’t they know our country and Iraq is being destroyed by the criminals running this country…I won’t..don’t want to scare all the little old ladies who live here but that’s how I am feeling today.
Thanks for posting this. I heard it read aloud on the Sam Seder show and was stopped in my tracks by its power. It helped to read the words.
We are all accountable. I’m furious that those of us who opposed the actions of this administration were not able to stop this tragedy. When I vote, I will remember these words.