Perhaps you’ve noticed (or perhaps not) but I’ve been blogging a lot less since the election ended. And I don’t think I’m the only one. Aside from our own indefatigable BooMan, I’ve noticed a decline in the number of posts at a lot of the sites I frequent, as well as a rise in shorter, less analytical posts (though shorter can be a relative term for some bloggers).
I can’t speak for everyone, but I think a sort of mental exhaustion has set in for me. There are plenty of issues that still concern me. Pakistan, Iraq, climate change, racism, right wing eliminationist rhetoric, post-election violence against Obama supporters, the economic crisis, et cetera. However, I find it harder and harder to write long and well researched (or even well thought out) posts. I seem to have drifted into outrage as my default mode. I’ve become more of a didactic polemicist and less of the person who once tried to write a cogent analysis and explication of a specific subject after examining masses of information I’d gleaned from my internet searches. Admittedly, I’ve always been heavy on the outrage in my posts over the years, but not to the extent I am now. And I feel as if all I’m doing is shouting into the abyss, the only response I hear my own words echoing back at me.
I think, in part, this has to do with my own frustration over the current state of the world. The election that was just concluded consumed a lot of attention in the blogosphere on sites with a political focus, to be sure, but also on sites that were formed to serve other needs. Yet, the larger story has been the continual slide into economic and environmental collapse, as well as all of its attendant consequences. And these consequences have been hitting home for me on a personal level. And right now, the folks I know on an up close and personal level are absorbed by their immediate situation and care only about the news that appears relevant to said situation.
I can’t tell you how many friends and acquaintances I know who have lost their jobs or fear that they may soon be laid off. The anxiety in everyone I talk to is palpable. Every conversation I have with people I know at some point comes around to the economy, and often our own economic circumstances. Most people I meet just aren’t that consumed by political news anymore. They could care less who Obama appoints, or what’s happening in Iraq. Even the attacks in Mumbai seemed to spark little interest, despite the fact that it might have led to a nuclear confrontation on the Indian Subcontinent. It just doesn’t seem to matter to them.
Many people are angry, but most are just plain scared. Many have seen their life savings evaporate. Some are facing foreclosure of their family home. Some are desperately looking for work to replace lost income. Others are looking to cut back their expenses any way they can. I’ve heard more discussions about canning food in the last three days than I have since the years when my mother used to do it when I lived at home 4 decades ago. And perhaps it is that overriding zeitgeist of impending doom, if you will, that has diminished the appeal of blogging for me. I’m still doing it, but not at a very high level, and not with the same dedication I once had.
I just can’t get all that worked up over the silly stuff that seems to consume the punditocracy as well as much of the left side of the blogosphere. Caroline Kennedy as my next Senator? I don’t really care all that much one way or the other. The fallout from the Blagojevich scandal? So what? Congress and Bush doing nothing while Detroit burns? My only concern is whether it means friends and family employed in the auto industry will lose their jobs. The ongoing Bush revisionist reclamation project? I’ve written about it, but it doesn’t really spark a fire in the belly.
Maybe this is the inevitable post-electoral depression that we all suffer from every four years, but I sense something different this time. After all, our side won. I should be happier. I should be more passionate about discussing what Democrats plan to do once Obama takes the oath of office in January, and whether the progressive agenda will get implemented (as promised) or ignored (as usual). But I’m not not. Instead I have this sense that the Sword of Damocles is hanging over all our heads, and that events are moving too fast, are spiraling beyond the control of any political leader, even one such as soon to be President Obama, no matter how intelligent, inspiring, active and historic a person he may be.
Or maybe I just need a bigger dose of anti-depressants. In any event, I’d be curious to hear your thoughts and reactions to these ruminations and dark musings of mine.
I admit, it’s been weird. I have been politically “aware” since Bush was elected the first time and that election set me on fire. I have been outraged by the events of the past eight years, furious about every reckless and damaging thing Bush and his administration have done. The culmination for me was the election.
And then it was over. I guess I was expecting a long, tortured affair like with Gore, or a bone-grinding loss like Kerry. But Obama won and McCain conceded and that was it. I know that sounds stupid, but while I was elated on one hand, I was just numb otherwise. It was like Christmas: all prep and then poof! it’s over.
I think this is our down time. It’s hard for me to get worked up about anything right now, in spite of the fact that the problems of the world didn’t end with Obama being elected. I am, to use an overworked phrase, very hopeful that the new administration will in fact be able to make serious changes in the direction of our country. I take comfort knowing that our President-Elect looks and sounds like a Man with a Plan. I am encouraged when I see him speak in press conferences and he sounds intelligent, coherent and even wise. These things keep me afloat.
It’s a difficult question you raise steven. I’m still blogging politics and still making phone calls, but will admit that it’s frustrating to see the dems stilplaying hte “innocent bystander” act, which is second only to the “who could have predicted” game (which is a lot like Dan Savage’s famous “how did that happen” column).
On the other hand, I live in PHilly and we have immediate and pressing problems of our own, so I’m kind of concentrating on local issues.
Yes, yes & yes.
I get emails from friends who should be in safe jobs. They’re getting laid off. From previous employers who want to talk about not just laying off but when to pull the plug on the whole business. Most are taking the holidays to think about that very thing. How long can they or should they hold on. These thoughts from business owners who have run good solid businesses for 25 yrs plus, and now face losing everything they took pride in building.
We now have communities of vacant houses inhabited by newly minted street people. Friends who run the local recycling business may go out because the resale market has crashed.
The economy has always been the great American hope. We Americans knew if you worked hard a better future could be yours for the taking. Now I am surrounded by zillions of hard working, thoughtful Americans ready, willing and anxious to work who are being forced to stand idle.
American workers idled is a red flag for fear we’ve just never seen the likes of
Part of the problem came from all of us – we allowed corporations to push out the small business owners. If one small business goes under, the economy can survive. But if one big corporation goes under, it can take the economy down with it.
By having too many big businesses, the art of creating and running a business has not become widespread. Small businesses can’t offer the discounts of the conglomerates, and can’t really compete. But small businesses are the first thing that could put people back to work, if they can get loans….
I hope this period marks the end of the megacorporation, and also marks the end of megaprofits for the few at the expense of the oh so many.
Even in Hollywood. Why should one actor get 15 million? Why not give 15 actors one million each? Believe me, the stars don’t act for money, they act for the love of acting, and if they had to do it for less, they would.
Ditto producers, bank owners, all the people at the top. If they took pay cuts and put that money back into their own businesses, we wouldn’t need all these layoffs.
In Sweden, having excessive wealth is looked down upon as a form of obesity. We need that attitude in America.
I have been on outrage overload since 2000. I used to be very active politically, but there comes a time when outrage morphs into despair and disgust. Obama got elected, but Congress is still kowtowing to a president who has one foot out the door and the lowest approval rating since I don’t know when. They will not stand up for us, and we don’t have the authority to do so ourselves.
Add to that the pervasive fear you mention (I see and hear it here too), and people are just too worried about their immediate situation to have much left over for political shenanigans. It’s hard to spare worry for what they’re doing in DC when you’re worried about putting food on the table, or worse, keeping a roof over your head.
Summed up by one of my favorite quotes:
“When you’re up to your ass in alligators, it’s hard to remember that your original objective was to drain the swamp”
We’ve got a commie in our peace group who is outraged, outraged, I tell you, that people aren’t writing all about the current troubles in Greece. I notice that it usually takes a day or so for people in the left blogosphere to catch up to an issue, to do enough research to have something worthwhile to relate about it. Yeah, I’ve noticed that folks aren’t quite as quick to jump on the Greek situation as they have been on others, so maybe it’s suffering from the same burn-out.
The Village has already decided that “Blagogate” and “Birth Certificate Gate” of course are worse than eight years of Bush scandals combined, and that the Obama administration is the most corrupt entity to take power in America ever.
Meanwhile I fully expect the effective unemployment rate to hit 20-25% in the next 24 months. Every day brings us closer and closer to a global deflationary spiral, people are losing jobs by the hundreds of thousands each week at this point, Bush is salting the earth on his way out the door, and nobody seems to give a damn.
Yeah Steve, I can relate. Totally.
It just seems that for the last eight years everything that happened always occurred on the periphery of most people’s worlds. We saw Iraq debated and argued, watched it on our televisions and tapped out stories endlessly in the blogosphere. But the reality is that the situation in Iraq personally touched a very small fraction of the American public. Katrina devastated a large area of the South. But the reality is that it, like Iraq, directly affected a small but concentrated group of people. The outrages of Gitmo was simply not on the radar screen of the country. It was happening to evil, dark skinned guys who nobody knew.
The list goes on and on. None of the things to which people should have been paying attention directly affected their little worlds or the worlds of those close to them. We as a country have been content to be selfish, narcissistic and totally oblivious to the fact that our fates are all universally tied together around a commonality that we have consciously refused to accept. This was the attitude that the Bush administration wanted us to have. “Go spend your money”, Bush said. “Borrow, borrow, borrow. Live for today.” This was preached endlessly in every corner of our society as the most noble purpose for which we could strive.
And now we are reaping the whirlwind of our dysfunctional culture and politics. Everywhere we look, bad things aren’t happening to “the other guy”. They’re happening to me and you, to our sons and daughters, parents and grandparents, our neighbors and friends. American’s chickens have finally come home to roost.
Your fear, Steven, is entirely justified. Is it any wonder that there is a total sense of mental and physical exhaustion over the accumulation of consistently bad news which is occurring right on our front doorsteps?
I wish I could find some profound way to inject a bit of optimism in all of this, but I just can’t. Like you, I wake up every day holding my breath, hoping that today, once again, the devil passes by my door and the doors of those I love. But also feeling like I die just a little more every day because maybe I had the good fortune to dodge the bullet this week while my neighbor who is fighting cancer just lost his health care.
These are, indeed, very troubled times. Political leaders like Obama will do what they can to try and steer our ship in the right direction. But in the end it is going to come down to each and every family, community or neighborhood coming together to help each other. To make sure our friends and neighbors have what they need to get through their days. Our country’s mettle is going to be tested in a way which none of us could have ever imagined. I just pray we have not forgotten how to think of someone else other than ourselves.
I hear ya. I’ve been after these bastidges since 1998. Your stuff on Kos is what brought me here and helped wake me up to size and scope of who and what we have been dealing with. I think you woke alot of people up, Steven.
So rest your head. Write some poetry. Take some pictures. Drop into narcissism for a spell and watch how random acts of kindness light up your world and those around you.
Then start beating the drums of outrage as we watch France and now, Greece, actually PROTEST the fascist progression marching across the globe.
We can walk and chew gum, Steven. We can fight climate change, ignorance, stupidity and fascism at the same time once we know who the real enemy is.
It’s the same enemy we’ve always had. No, not just the rich people since Christ was a corporal…it’s us, Pogo. It’s always us.
Hey, Volaar, your post is awesome. Good job.
I hear you, Steven. It’s like everything has gotten too complex to deal with at once.
I think it’s just like a (physical) hurricane. It’s been blowing a long time and people are kind of waiting to see Obama get actually INAUGURATED and begin work and then we’ll see if the wind will let up blowing.
I’m lucky enough to be employed in a recession-proof industry and oddly enough since the whole bailout the dollar has risen massively against foreign currencies, so weird as it is things are going a lot BETTER for me as an individual.
That being said, you’re right – I don’t know a single person in the States who isn’t either scared, being affected or knows someone who is. It’s a “tough row to hoe” as my granny used to say.
Hang in there, folks!
Pax
The unrelenting crush of bad news day after day after day would deflate the most oblivious pollyanna.
The reason, Steven, that you feel the sword of Damocles over your head is simple. The sword of Damocles hangs over this selfish, narcissistic culture just waiting for Nemesis to make the final snip.
Or consider outrage. Perhaps, we need more not less of it. I am outraged by the failure of Congress to follow the path of honor and impeach Bush and Cheney. I am outraged by the failure of the Democrats to filibuster all kinds of bills such as the Military Commission act, various expenditures for Iraq and running programs of torture at home and abroad. I am outraged that we treat the denizens of Wall Street so much better than the inhabitants of Main St. Let’s have all these so called financial wizards resign as a condition of receiving federal aid. I am outraged that we are getting more and more involved in that sinkhole of Afghanistan, preparing mindlessly to repeat the Russian fiasco there. I am outraged that we have still not laid to rest the ghost of 9/11. Were the neocons implicated or not?
Now that economic scourges stalk the land (depression, unemployment, foreclosure etc.) the Americans are waking up. Is it too late for overdue Progressive reforms affecting the plight of the middle and lower classes. I don’t know. But, at least, their attention is shifting to some of the things that must be done: energy independence, health coverage, reigning in the military-industrial Goliath, restoring purchase power to the masses, demonstrating the importance of government, reforming the banking system, discovering the lunacy of the right wing when it comes to the issue of the public good.
It is a time for outrage, but also for courage, determination and hope. May Obama prove to be the leader his followers think he is.
I kind of know how you feel, I’ve been outraged since, oh, about the time Regan was elected. I was in high school and becoming politically aware at the time. Learning history I’m sure I would have been outraged since I came into this world. The Clinton years were sort of a bright spot, but a fight all the same.
There is an element in this country that would rather go back to the 17th century if they had the chance and the neocons are getting their 19th century do-over, with similar, predictable results. Both should be relegated to the trash heap of history and kept there. There are still too many that will go free, walk off, with what should belong to the shareholders they were responsible to, including taxpayers as shareholders of this country.
I think the exhaustion part is no matter what we do or who we elect it will take years of undoing what has been done. It will take time to mend fences and others will never be mended. Some will get prosecuted but not nearly enough. Good does not prevail often enough, not for what once was a idealist teen with great expectations, now a man, mid life, with less expectations, especially of my fellow man, now that I’ve had time to see him in action(present company excluded of course, bloggers and readers here are a different breed).
I was really starting to loose hope coming into this election, could he really win?. Now it looks is if the past 30 years is about to catch up in both good and not so positive ways. Is it too late? I don’t know. I hope not. All I know is that the next two years looks to be another bright spot, a way forward, if we so choose.
Yeah — I’ve been outraged since about 1962. Would have been outraged before that, but I didn’t really get going until high school.
We’re a country that does tremendous evil to others and our own people — and a country that has at moments offered inspiration. For individuals trapped in it, we both get ground down and, very occasionally, lifted up. On Nov. 4, many of us (some against our better judgment) got lifted up. All this seesawing takes a toll.
Rest a bit. You’ll be back — if only because survival, justice and compassion offer no choice if you are still breathing.
By almost exclusively buying store brand foods, limiting alcohol consumption to sharing one six pack a week, cutting out Starbucks, buying toiletries and over the counter drugs at Big Lots, buying cheaper dog food, switching to Kaiser from BCBS, and an intrafamily agreement to not exchange Christmas gifts between adults, we’ll be saving over $4000 next year. Hopefully the gas prices stay depressed.
Maybe talking about canning and making do is not such a terrible thing. Maybe it’s the positive side of living through America’s time of adjusting to reality. A lot of us are going to have to learn a lot more self-sufficiency before this country settles to its true place in the world the way Britain, France, Spain, and so many imperial juggernauts before them had to do. Part of the process for them was called two world wars and the Great Depression. Now they’re mostly better places than we are, so maybe we’ll finally reach decency, too. Surely everybody who was paying attention knew the process would be agonizing and potentially fatal. That thing about interesting times is more than just a bon mot.
Closer to home, though, your malaise is pretty much on par with the rest of us. I think it’s mostly as simple as post-election blues. We’ve come through a time of demonic rule followed by an endless election that was an unambiguous battle between good and evil. We like that kind of stuff. It’s invigorating. (Here in Illinois I find myself feeling a good deal more chipper now that we have our own intramural epic going.) Then we won. If we really want to try and be reality based, we are forced to look beyond the quadrennial drama and see the morass of hapless dumbness that lies beneath the pageantry and circuses we are told is “news”.
That’s a lot harder to take — even harder than being ruled by evil morons. We dreamed of vengeance, of a cleansing as horrific and magnificent as the Terror that followed the French Revolution. (OK, I dreamed of it.) What we got was “reaching out”. The anger that’s been building for a quarter century or more is still without catharsis. We seem as far from getting the poison weeds out of the garden as ever. That’s the very best recipe for depression and ennui.
Meself, I’m finding since the election elation that I’m looking desperately forward to the next issue of Mother Earth News and finding it so difficult to open Harper’s that they sit around for months unread. I hope you keep your eye on the big stuff, Steven, and keep sharing your findings with us. Maybe at the same time many of us need to balance the grand vision, the consuming anger, with more attention to the timeless concerns of right livelihood and helping our little corner of the planet get through what is to come as undamaged as we can. Or as Voltaire’s Candide might have replied, “Excellently observed … but now let us cultivate our garden.”
Now, THIS is a friggin’ protest, folks!!!
http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5hOJuFJaHKzesQ2L6lRnfBKvHouiAD950J0VG0
We need to FEED off of some authentic outrage and start making government fear US, instead of the other way around.
Chalk dust in an envelope destined to a despicable leader’s address is NOT going to get this done.
Tracking every last one of these criminals every day of their lives and posting the information online should just about do the trick. If we can track our favorite aircraft’s tail numbers, we can certainly track the likes of Karl Rove or the Bush Family.
Just follow the slime trail.
It’s rough out here. I’ve been cutting back in ways inconceivable a year ago. I’ve shaved as much as I could out of my budget. I never thought I could be this, well, frugal. But, folks are getting fired left and right, and you gotta save and hoard for if the rainy day comes.
Still living off severance pay and unemployment. It’s definitely put a dent in my blogging, although I still care about political matters. Luckily I’m single, low rent, no kids, no mortgage or car payment.
That said, it’s a worrisome time even here in LA, in the movie business where I work. Hoping to have a job by February, after that it starts to get rather scary.
Good luck.
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heh, i can relate! is it the nature of the beast internet, or the beast in us coming out to play?
anyways, i just wanted to say how much i enjoy your writing, it’s deep, thoughtful, articulate, wise and soulful.
there!
everyone’s nervous system was stretched way overtight by the two year wind-up barnum&bailey election, and its global survival implications.
time to step back, carrying responsibility for that big a change was a massive macro, now there’s a breathing pause to recalibrate and charge up the kidneys for the next challenges, political rather than electoral.
you’ll be back, reassuring us with your words and compassion.
over here in europe, we have the germans being ostracised for wanting to save some of their money!
insane don’t begin to cover it…