Iraq War Grief Daily Witness (photo) Day 328

this diary is dedicated to all who suffer because of war and other disasters

we honor courage in all its forms

cross-posted at DailyKos, Booman Tribune, European Tribune, My Left Wing, and TexasKos.

image and poem below the fold

A video grab from television footage taken on March 15, 2006 shows the funueral for people who died during a U.S. raid on Ishaqi, north of Baghdad. The U.S. Ambassador to Iraq Zalmay Khalilzad said on June 2, 2006 that an investigation was still being conducted into the incident in Ishaqi. At the time, Iraqi police said six adults and five children were shot dead in the U.S. raid on a home there. The 101st Airborne Division said two women and a child died during the arrest of an al Qaeda militant.
REUTERS/Reuters TV (IRAQ)

My Century
by Alan Feldman

The year I was born the atomic bomb went off.
Here I’d just begun, and someone
found the switch to turn off the world.
In the furnace-light, in the central solar fire
of that heat lamp, the future got very finite,
and it was possible to imagine time-travelers
failing to arrive, because there was no time
to arrive in. Inside the clock in the hall
heavy brass cylinders descended.
Tick-tock, the chimes changed their tune
one phrase at a time. The bomb became
a film star, its glamorous globe of smoke
searing the faces of men in beach chairs.
Someone threw up every day at school.
No time to worry about collective death,
when life itself was permeated by ordeals.
And so we grew up accepting things.
In bio we learned there were particles
cruising through us like whales through archipelagoes,
and in civics that if Hitler had gotten the bomb
he’d have used it on the inferior races,
and all this time love was etching its scars
on our skins like maps. The heavens
remained pure, except for little white slits
on the perfect blue skin that planes cut
in the icy upper air, like needles sewing.
From one, a tiny seed might fall
that would make a sun on earth.
And so the century passed, with me still in it,
books waiting on the shelves to become cinders,
what we felt locked up inside, waiting to be read,
down the long corridor of time. I was born
the year the bomb exploded. Twice
whole cities were charred like cities in the Bible,
but we didn’t look back. We went on thinking
we could go on, our shapes the same,
darkened now against a background lit by fire.
Forgive me for doubting you’re there,
Citizens, on your holodecks with earth wallpaper–
a shadow-toned ancestor with poorly pressed pants,
protected like a child from knowing the future.